To: K-list
Recieved: 2003/07/02 19:21
Subject: [K-list] Want suggestions
From: Mohamed Omar
On 2003/07/02 19:21, Mohamed Omar posted thus to the K-list:
Hi everybody,
I would like some suggestions that might help in my process.
Last year I started receiving K signs of awakening such as spontaneous movements, voice expressions. About two month ago I had a panic attack, a feeling like I am going to overdoes and die (I am not on drugs.) I went to emergency room and the doctor told me I am having a heart attack. She prescribed an anti depression for me (I am not depressed) after I had to go to her three times in one month, the only thing she thinks is that I am depressed that is why I keep having it. Now a days I still get that feeling again usually after a meditation or after Moving my body with energy (the spontaneous movements.) Now I understand that what I am having is a K syndrome, my inner knowing is telling me that. During meditations or body movements I feel really good cause my body align with energy very well, half an hour after or during sleep I start to get that unwanted feelings again, sometimes pain in the heart, or heat in the heart, sudden sweat all over my body. It is quit scary but there is an inner knowing telling me that this is just a process and soon will end. I trust that so I am haning a better time with it than when I didn't know what is going on. My explanation is that I might need to open the area between the heart and the head and somehow keep it aligned all the time so the energy will move easily. Also I might having a lot of energy that I don't know what to do with it.
Any suggestion or comments?
Thanks
Mohamed
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