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Recieved: 2003/06/26 00:37
Subject: [K-list] Ramblings....
From: Dee Orhant
On 2003/06/26 00:37, Dee Orhant posted thus to the K-list:
Ahh I am slightly depressed today . :( I won;t be
seeing someone very dear to me ..I just found out
Chronic Fatigue Syndrome - had it soooo bad the months
before K started.June august sept - I had no energy.
Could barley get out of bed.However as soon as the
sypmtoms started the fatigue went away.
Angels and spirits.I know I have written this before
but the first night I saw the violet light. I was
sitting down and the light kept turning off by itself.
I know this is called Prana...but it seemed personal.
The timing.the coincidences.Timed as if to give a
message. When I found my son ( he had been kidnapped
by my ex husband) the first picture taken of me
....that next day in the water...I swear I see an
angel..I even outlines it. Sometimes I think my 8 yr
old who took the picture was more capable of capturing
it...perhaps? I also saw many signs that yes my
adopted father who passed away was still around.
Since I'm on a role tonight..I would also like to tell
you guys something. It is good for me. My k arrisal
was synominous with something else.I told poeple about
it on my other site...it is healthy for me to talk
about it.
I belive very strongly actually I am 99 percent sure
...I recieved a shaktipat of sorts from someone you
proabaly have all heard of. I belive it was when I
went to his event Vertigo.
I remeber his eyes glazing down on me...I recognized
this same glaze when I started doing kundalini
research...
when people are in extacy..bliss eyes rolled back,
In November I bought his book.Was very moved by it,
Started using it as a crutch of sorts. I was touched
by his personal story...and was almost crazy over not
knowing where my son was. I slept with it under my
pillow even. Three or four days before the purple
light...I left my apartment..was locking the door
..and then some force ....something ...I don't know
what ..stopped me in my tracks and pushed me back into
the apartment.
I stopped went back into the apartment..and grabbed a
dvd I had of his in my purse.
Why? I have no idea.I was/am not attracted to him in
physically. Crazy ..!I never do such things
Then guess who I saw 5 minutes later from my
taxi.Him! I almost fainted.
It was his book I was holding as well when the lights
went off as well.
I had no idea this he was K/Shakti related until ...
in late January I looked at his website..and really
took a good look at the picture.
I gasped and said
"Ohhhh sshh(*&(*&*(& there it is!"
He has the K symbol on his front page. It symbolizes
his K awakening. It was realted!!!
http://www.davidblaine.com
I wrote in to the moderators.
To thanks them tell them what had happened.
I don't know a thank you of.... sorts?
Then was never allowed to post again.
They got very mean and catty the moderators towards
me.
They probably thought I was making it all up.Wanted
something...from it.
Oh well c'est la vie.Lol mabey it was I who gave to
him jejejeej j/k.
It is very fascinating though, life is beautiful.
Whew that felt good to get out...
:)
PS I. I am cynic and would be saying b*llsh*t if I
read someone posted this,
Tis true though I'd swear on it but I don't believe in
doing that..
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