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Recieved: 2003/06/19 07:27
Subject: [K-list] Newbie experiences
From: Oyvind
On 2003/06/19 07:27, Oyvind posted thus to the K-list:
Hi folks
I am having strange experiences these days. I searched
the net for info about similar experiences, and
finally
ended up with this "Kundalini phenomenas", which
resembles my own.
Some background:
I have always had some attraction to the "spiritual
world", and have become more genuienly "seeking"
the last 10-12 months or so. I have practised
meditation for about 3 years, experimenting with
various techniques.
In addition, i feel its worth mentioning that I have
had periods with heavy depressions. This has led me
to go deeper into myself and try understand myself
and my background, to open my eyes wider for the world
around me and anything else. In the beginning i used
mediation to "calm down", to find peace. It led me
to awareness of my frustrations, anger and some of
my attitudes. There is no doubt that meditation is
a fine thing !
About 3 months ago, i began to feel this strange
tickling on my forehead when i did my meditation.
I mentioned it to an experienced friend of mine,
and he said its a well known phenomena, known as
"tickling of the ant". As these sensations is becoming
stronger every time meditate, it kind of developed
to a gentle "pressure" on the top of my forehead,
and i could feel the tickling else-where on my head
(on the sides, etc).
The last 3-4 weeks, the pressure has become permanent
, and a new point of pressure has occured between
my eyes. This pressure is sometimes very intense, and
pulsating.
Sometimes when I go into trance, it feels like my
brain is about to flip upside-down inside my head,
and i can feel this pulsation all around my head,
include my face and my ears.
The pressure on the top of my fore-head and the one
between my eyes is now permanent, even when I am
at my job. 3-4 times the tickling has occured on the
center of my top-forehead, and is so intense that it
feels like somebody has a glow of a cigarette near me.
I have read some of the postings here, in addition
to other material i found. Some people mentions
"electric/electromagnetic" sensations in their head,
and this is also kind of descriptive to what I feel.
Though I have always had interest for these kind of
things, and I always felt intuitively that there is
something with it, I have also been sceptic in
starting to believe anything. I am seeking genuine
experiences, and to grow things solid from the
beginning.
These things are now becoming so genuine, and i am
leting my scepticism go. Its kinda scaring too, i
guess its because i didnt expect this to happen.
Last night it all became so intense that I just had
to stop meditating. As of the things i have read,
one should be careful with these things.
Is this a development as a cause of my seeking of
truth/insight ? Some years ago, when I was in the
army, I also had a sort of "bliss"-experience. That
was before i practised meditation. I will describe
it more in details later if it has any value.
Is this the same things you are discussing here ?
What do I do now ?
Ill be happy to hear any comment/suggestion :)
Oyvind
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