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Recieved: 2003/06/18 00:24
Subject: Re: [K-list] Darkest night
From: Texaspam55

On 2003/06/18 00:24, Texaspam55 posted thus to the K-list:

Oh yes, I can so see myself in what you wrote... It seems like I can't go back to the blissfulness of before "awakening," yet it seems hard at the same time to go forward... Doing the smallest of tasks seems so useless, and yes, sooooo boring... At the same time I feel as though I am not "real." It is a peculiar feeling.... I feel like the proverbial "duck out of water." Sometimes I feel so un-alive, and so numbed out, that I have to pinch myself to see if I can still feel... Sounds, insane, even to me, and I am going through it!
Lots of love, Pam

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