To: K-list
Recieved: 2003/06/12 15:47
Subject: [K-list] Disturbing observations
From: Paul Sheridan
On 2003/06/12 15:47, Paul Sheridan posted thus to the K-list:
Hi All,
Ever since 11/2/02, when I took a megadose of
supplements to "cure" stress and TMJ I have noticed
the following:
When I get up behind people, they don't know I am
there, not until I actually physically touch the
person or animal. I also don't feel other's presences
when they are near me, I find I often kick my cat by
accident as a result. Somehow I think I have damaged
my ability to feel and give off emf. Does anyone have
any speculation on this? Is it a reversible effect?
Or once it is lost, do I have to wait until death and
hope someday I "feel" like a normal entity again? I
must say it really sucks to be this way.
It is like I have lost a sense. A good way to
describe it is you know how you just "know" that
someone or something is behind you? Well I don't get
that anymore. I also remember that last summer when I
was trying to "cure" depression I would go running
everyday for an hour. What I failed to investigate
but did notice back then was that people running a
good 10-20 feet in front of me, were moving to the
side before I got to them. I used to think, "Is my
breath that loud?" Also, I would ask questions to my
friend and a stranger would answer me, even though the
stranger was sitting a good 10-20 feet away. I
remember asking my friend one time, "Why did he
answer? Am I talking too loud?" And she said, "No."
But I didn't believe her, I was convinced I talked too
loud because I had a hard time hearing myself talk in
those days. I would be at restaurants and bars and I
wouldn't be able to hear a word people were saying
without leaning in and cupping my ear and paying
incredible attention to them. It was frustrating and
depressing. It was driving me nuts, it is partly to
blame for my reckless self-healing. However, I would
here the "din" of the places, I would hear everyone
else's conversations above me, like a cloud of 20
conversations going on at once, but I wouldn't be able
to discern particulars, and I wouldn't be able to hear
the person sitting 2 feet away from me! I had so much
stuff happening to me, I can't believe I never once
investigated things to see what was really going on.
I was so clueless and oblivious. Well, I just needed
to get this off of my chest. Thanks for listening
everyone.
-Paul
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