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Recieved: 2003/06/04 07:15
Subject: Re: [K-list] psychosis and kundalini
From: Paul Perner

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From: wizkid <wizkid AT_NOSPAM glide.net.in>
>
> Paul wrote:
> You can't just turn such a life transforming event back on
> at will at a later date to check it for bugs. (really, now!).

> wizkid wrote:
> paul,please be clear what do you want to say?
> i am not able to understand the proverbs and indirect comments.
>

I thought I made it clear.

K psychosis can happen during or after a spontaneous awakening.
The environment, circumstances, conditions and spiritual milestones
in person's life at that time are highly unique and personal. Should
you go back, after the fact, to see "what went wrong?" The awakening
and subsequent psychosis, however intense, was exactly what it was
meant to be at that place and time.

Although it's one of my pastimes to reflect on what I went through,
I can't think of my K event as a *thing* that needs to be redone. The
delusions, visions, intermittent paranoia and the other extremes were
part of a tremendous unfolding for me and when all is said and done,
I wouldn't change those experiences of trade them for somebody else's.

Some of us got here at the end of rocky journey. Gracefully opening
subsequent chakras while perched on a silk pillow had little to do
with it.

For those who do have the environment and discipline to methodically
seek awakening, I give you my love and support. No matter how we
get there, it seems never to be what we expect and perhaps temporary
psychosis is a way our minds adjust to the most profound of the
unexpected.

Paul


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