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Recieved: 2003/05/14 20:25
Subject: Re: [K-list] RE: Cycling of the Kundalini - Karma Resolution -
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2003/05/14 20:25, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 06:41 AM 14/05/03, Bhavin Desai wrote:
>OK.
>I am ready.
>What are the next steps?
We have already started... ;)
>Further comments are embedded into your post below.
>
>Bhavin.
>
>NOTE: When I had almost finished this post, my email software crashed
>with the following message (which I have never seen before and probably
>never again): "The messaging interface has returned an unknown error.
>If the problem persists, restart Outlook."
There was an unusual amount of Shakti in the post, and your computer
does not have a bubble spell. It crashed the messaging interface.
>[Bhavin Desai] This is sufficient to clear the way for me to continue.
Cool! ...finally...;) heh.
>[Bhavin Desai] Who would believe any of this? I cannot present any
>evidence and there was no chance to take a photo for proof. But what
>use is proof?
:) Right! Yay! Logic boy gets it!
That licence plate would not mean a thing to me... you get the messages
you need, in a way that you can understand.
If I tried to interpret it, I'd have read it as Kriya Yoga, or
Kundalini yoga 52. Dunno what the 52 means. I'm not a numerologist. The JJK
could be John Jack OK~! Or "Just Jack OK?", referencing your previous
licence plate.
>[Bhavin Desai] This is the adaptation of a teacher's technique for the
>purposes of a particular student's personality/character. In my case, I
>do not respect people who use force or anger, and I tend to be slow &
>steady (a tortoise not a hare). Therefore, although what you yourself
>thought was unusual, in terms of patience, it was actually absolutely
>necessary for my particular situation and circumstances.
The persistence was unusual. The patience, and style is partly theirs,
and related to what I said about how the teacher naturally becomes what the
student needs. I mentioned a student I would be moved to shout at... the
feeling of working with you is different... nice! Patience, lots of pure
joy. Giggles. Oceanic love, no Zen stick whacking required.
Usually, I am really not so patient with someone wanting intellectual
explanations of what is simply faith based. I consider that if they do not
trust me, then I am not meant to work with them. This time was different,
because of feeling your longing, despite your overt resistance and your
teachers asking me to be patient with you. Their love for you. :) Very
beautiful.
I rarely cater to resistance in this way. Usually it is just, they
surrender to me, their blockages become mine and my field blasts them away,
and I ask their consent to clear whatever does not melt easily, and also
get them to feel and clear it themselves, so they are empowered and not
dependent.
I discourage my students from wanting to know too much about the
content of the karma that is being released, because ego curiosity is an
attachment that slows things down.
>[Bhavin Desai] What are the methods to open the higher awareness?
Meeting in chat would be simple... It is mostly a process of releasing
the blockages... that part has been ongoing... and then the higher
awareness comes naturally. There is a growing process of learning to
understand what you see, etc. I mentioned that before.
There are methods... but it partly depends on the individual student.
Mostly, your allowing it to happen is enough. Surrender, and Goddess does
the rest.
>I don't understand the rest of the paragraph.
Well, you seem to...
>[Bhavin Desai] The above information may explain the urgency and
>timing, since once I start my new job I may not have the same amount of
>time to apply to the practice of Swami Dev Murti Ji's Kundalini Yoga,
>and hence the window of opportunity to contact my teachers will have
>passed.
That is very interesting. It does not feel completely resonant to me,
but the message I received was fragmented and I am not meant to interpret it.
I suggest, you do not attach too much to this interpretation, or any
expectations of the future, and allow that things may turn out different
from what you expect. Better!
Surrender. You may be in for a change of career... computer technicians
are commonplace, but good spiritual teachers are precious and rare. Your
teachers denied the niddhi of wealth, but for the sake of your family you
may want to accept it, when it is offered to you. How wonderful, to let
Goddess take care of your family's worldly needs, and you be free to follow
your bliss... care for your students and children.
> > I'm really not that kind of channeller. I get information,
> > impressions,
> > emotions and images. Channelling exact words, especially in another
> > language... nope. Open your senses, and get the info yourself!
>
>[Bhavin Desai] Jack had strong intuitive powers. I think that I now
>have the message in the way that he would have given it, but not in the
>precise way that I (unreasonably) expected it to be provided.
: )
> > http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/spirit/grounding.htm
> > http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/spirit/heart.htm
> > http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/spirit/discern.htm
>
>[Bhavin Desai] Thank you, I will have a thorough read of those articles.
Contact me in private mail, or on the list, when you have read them.
Also, read anything else in that section that attracts your attention.
Learn the grounding visualization.
>[Bhavin Desai] Some people call me "Swami Ji", but I have never asked
>for that privileged title, and I do not encourage its use. The "Ji"
>suffix is when referring to another person with respect (similar to
>"San" in Japanese, and "Mr" in English).
Why Bhava instead of Bhavin?
In German, "in" at the end of the word makes it feminine... but
neither of us speak much German. To me, Bhava has a feeling of freedom and
expansion to it, joyous where Bhavin is closed and contracted.
>[Bhavin Desai] I am just an ordinary person. Swami Ji himself said to
>me in 1987 "I am no different to you". You may think that it is correct
>and valid (having read/heard about similar statements), but the impact
>is much greater when it is said in person by a "Great Grand Super
>Master" Himalayan Yoga Maha Rishi. I just felt completely blank/empty
>and sort of just melted.
We are all just ordinary people. Saying "I am no different to you" is a
trigger for empathic unity... I'm not surprised, that you melted. :) When
he said that, you and he became one. You got to feel what it is like to be
him.
>[Bhavin Desai] Another time, he asked me if I had any questions. I
>usually have at least 20 written down and ready to go!!! However, on
>that occasion I could not think of even one and I just stared at him.
Yes, that is how it is when you are moved into a higher vibration. The
ego questions disappear, and there is only Being. In Being, you know
whatever you need to know, in the moment so there is no need for questions.
No stories, stuff just Is.
I often ask my students/clients at the end of a session, if they have
any questions but usually they have had enough Shaktipat that their minds
are empty and blissful and they cannot even think of one, as you describe.
I ground them by giving them directions about what to do after, to take a
nap and drink water, etc... thinking of the future takes them out of the
eternal moment, and usually brings them back to ego consciousness, where
they can remember that there are questions. Sometimes I just leave them
floating, and tell them to email me later, if questions come up... as they
will, once they return to their normal state.
>I eventually explained the lack of questions to him (and the similarity
>with other stories about keen students having no questions when asked in
>front of their teacher). He laughed. I asked for more explanation. He
>said "when a drop of water falls into the ocean, what question is
>remaining?"
Yes, exactly so. He laughed at how you intellectualized, drawing
parallels with what you had read, without actually learning the truth of
it, or understanding anything beyond that it can happen. The truth, is as
he said. He merged with you, your drop of water merged with his oceanic
cosmic unity... silent mind, peace, bliss, emptiness, and no questions.
>[Bhavin Desai] There were extended and intense emotional releases
>experienced throughout this message and response.
Heh, good! :)
> (None of this is
>apparent to my wife or two sons, who explicitly are not interested.) I
>cried like a little baby for several hours.
My husbands laughs at me when I say "Heh, made 'em cry..." It sounds so
sadistic to him, (which he likes!) triumphant satisfaction... but really
tears of release are beauty. Karma falling from your eyes. There is an
expression, "Crying (weeping) out your karma at the feet of the
Guru." That is what happened. That it happened by remote, email makes no
difference at all.
The work has already started. It started weeks ago, when we began this
thread. It has been ongoing. The first part of the process was to work past
your resistance... which had to be done logically because that is where it
was held... but it was happening on an energy level, also. Gently.
: ) Thank you for handing it over as you did, by telling me the content of
it. You see, by telling me about it, you were unconsciously giving the
karma of it to me... and my body processed it and gave you back what your
logical mind needed to hear, to let go. You were unconsciously being very
cooperative, even when you thought you were resisting. Your ego mind was
saying no, but the energy of your post was full of longing ... which helped
with my patience. ;) Thank you for your surrender.
Your dream was interesting... taking on that woman's pain and
releasing it... is that something you normally can do? ;) Heh... Your
education continues.
She disappeared because she was only the trigger to start your own
cleansing. It was yourself, your own karma you were clearing with the
kriyas. You are right, there is more to be done.
Intuitive training often comes in dreams first, bypassing your ego
resistance and your logical, intellectual mind. I expected that... :) I
knew your training would begin in dreams... it is natural, and your Masters
and I kind of discussed it, in a wordless way. Do not be surprised if they
come to you in those twilight zone half asleep kind of dreams... but do not
try to make them appear, either. Surrender, do not try to control. Just
wait, and allow. Make a habit of waking earlier and falling asleep again,
as you did. That hypnagogic state is your classroom, until and even after
your other senses are opened.
Your senses are opening already, you could feel energy in your dream.
The magnetic force, the karma resistance and the Shakti field at work. Now
that you know what it feels like, from the dream, it will be easier to
recognise it, in waking hours.
Remember, I said karma is energy that is more static, it does not flow?
Thick, more solid... like molasses. Sluggish energy. Karma is resistance.
In electronics, a resistor is a wire or device that does not allow energy
to flow through it readily. Karma is like that, a blockage to energy
flowing. Frictionless resistance... not a physical resistance, but it can
be *felt*.
The opposite, is a superconductor. Goddess! Your Great Master, was(is)
a superconductor. When you merged with him and melted, you felt the
blissful emptiness. No resistance, no blockages, just unity with the
oceanic Divine.
You wrote:
"There was a magnetic force around my body and
it was like moving through water but thicker. Initially there was a
smooth frictionless resistance. Then there was nothing"
In your dream, you were doing what you have been asking about. Taking
on the woman's karma, (magnetic, drawing it to yourself) feeling the heavy
energy of it, (thick water) and allowing your body to naturally do the
kriyas and mudras to process it until there is nothing left.
Remember, I told you that the karma clearing process was not about
analyzing the content of the karma. ;) There was no analyzing, eh? No
thinking about what to do. You just did it. Natural. Your compassion moved
you to close your eyes and help her, which is enough to draw her karma/pain
to you. Your body knew what to do, to process it, and did it. You
surrendered, *allowing* it to happen and could feel the processing occurring.
Afterwards, you speculated that it was spirits... but that was your
intellect at work. There was no need to know the content of the karma you
were processing. Goddess has it handled, and handled it, through the vessel
that is Bhava-ji!
Get it?! So simple... all of your intellectual analysis could not have
guessed, or imagined the blissful simplicity of how the process really is.
:) Proud of you, slow student finally has a breakthrough. ;) :p My patience
rewarded. Your Masters patience too!
Go back and read my previous post, about processing karma... you will
understand it better now, the understanding is *experiential!* Ta daaaa!!
Now that you have experienced yourself, what it is like to process karma
on behalf of another, let go of your logical assumptions. Let go of your
fears of the knowledge overwhelming you, disrupting your life and work,
etc. There is none of that, in surrender.
When you get better at it, clearer within yourself and the vessel of a
higher vibration, you do not even need the kriyas and mudras... just as how
a higher voltage can melt and burn up a resistor just by touching it.
Karma Yoga... when you process on behalf of another, the generosity/
compassion and gifts return to you, multiplied. It is the fast way to grow.
Very good!
OK, I am moved to give you some more homework, in addition to your
reading assignments.
People are different, in what sense is primary for them. Some intuitives
mostly see, clairvoyance. Some are kinesthetic, they feel. Some are
clairaudient, they hear... etc. I do them all, and generally work with
people in whatever sense opens first. For you, it is kinesthetic, and that
is natural. We will work with that, and gradually the other senses will
open, too.
Einstein said "Imagination is more important than knowledge." Print that
out and put it somewhere on your wall, it is your new mantra. He imagined
what it was like to be a photon, and came up with E=MC2 and relativity
theory. That is how it works. You set up the imagination trip, with your
intentions then surrender to it and allow it to show and teach you things.
The energy work is imagination work, but unlike most daydreaming, you
are not so much controlling the imagining as allowing it and being
receptive to it, like watching TV. You are kinesthetic, so you will be
imagining feelings! However, it is easier to describe in visual language.
You start by visualizing, (imagining, remembering) then allow the
visualization to unfold on its own, and watch (observe, feel) where it goes
instead of trying to control.
Remember the dream, how it felt to have that magnetic energy around
you... use memory to get back into that intuitive state. Get grounded, or
into a meditative state.
Imagine your hands transparently passing through your body. The hands
of your energy body, not your physical hands. Dream hands. Focus on the
feeling, of feeling your way through your body. Do not think about the
physical anatomy, like your bones or organs... Your body is a skin bag
containing mostly water, with some jellyfish stuff in it. You are blind,
slowly feeling your way around inside the bag to locate the thick water
jellyfish places. Seaweed. Shells. Stones.
Notice when your energy hands touch an obstacle, or a place where they
cannot pass through so easily. Hold the desire to let the karma goop go,
and *allow* whatever happens next, just as in your dream. Kriyas, mudras,
visualization, chanting a mantra, hatha yoga, just grabbing the stuff and
pulling it out, whatever. Goddess will guide you. In following the
guidance, you will be shown some techniques that you will eventually use on
others. Do not analyze them, do not be concerned about learning or
memorizing them. Just accept. In clearing the stuff and practicing, your
senses will open more.
Let me know how it goes, but do not be concerned about how you will
describe it, while it is happening. The words will come later, when you
choose to write.
>Hari Om.
Blessings!
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