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Recieved: 2003/05/14 18:47
Subject: [K-list] what's happening with me was Re: Cycling of the Kunda
From: SAC
On 2003/05/14 18:47, SAC posted thus to the K-list:
<<<snipping good stuff>>>>
Hiya Angelique,
I feel like I have been emerging as a new, improved Susan 3.5 version.
Yes, like you, all my focusing on my own inner peace has been bringing
transformation after inner transformation.
I used to be a contagious unconscious Shaktipat giver...now since Shakti
has had her way with me several times this ability is itself transformed
and manifesting in more effective and directive ways.
I flinch, myself, at the word "Master" as some people in my area are
calling me a Kundalini Master and are arranging public meditations with
me, kinda like satsangs. Master implies Mastership over the realm of the
physical. I can't claim that although I will own up to being a Mystic. I
am very comfortable in the Inner Realms.
I have several public events coming up in this area. One is with a
female Tantra Instructor in Grand Junction, CO on the western slope. One
is a weekend retreat being arranged by a former Jesuit priest who wants
to combine kundalini activation with Christian prayer and meditation.
The bigger one coming up in June will be in Denver at the Zen Center,
with an 800 seat auditorium.
I find myself starting to veer away from the words Shaktipat and
kundalini. I may do something to reclaim the words but for right now I
am looking at putting them aside.
I am more comfortable with the terms initiator or activator. I don't
have to touch people to activate them. I can do it with a look or words
or a thought. I realize it is not me that is the source but as you say,
Angelique, I am the vessel.
What I do is create a space where people can discover for themselves who
they are. When I look at people I look beyond the 3d representation to
see their Essence within, their perfection. When I recognize that in
them, they feel it and a realization that they have a perfect Essence
starts to dawn on them. This and feeling the resonance of Shakti within
me is often enough to begin the process of awakening for them. Shakti
can only speak to Shakti. I can only mirror their own perfection back to
them.
>From my own past experiences and reports from people I work with the
process is very gentle. While in the process of recognizing the perfect
Essence that others are, my heart is wide open...360 degrees. As the
energy of recognition and the vibration of Shakti passes between us
their faces get this look of wonder as their eyes open wide. They may
put their hands over their heart and smile widely, beaming.
When I work with rooms of people the process is for me to turn my heart
inside out and the energy flows out through my heart and floods the
room. Some people who watch me say I turn into this electric blue being
who radiates bolts of lightening. Other says that angels and devas,
fairies and nature spirits come out to play when I radiate this
...this...heavenly, blissful whatever this is...it doesn't seem that
kundalini shakti is a big enough word anymore. The old paradigm is too
small.
Almost 12 years ago, soon after my own k awakening, I discovered the
Namaste principle. That is, seeing perfection in everyone I meet.
Regardless of the circumstances or appearance I practiced seeing the
Divine Being inside the meat suit. This practice changed me for I had to
recognize my own Divinity too and that was hard. That was probably the
main reason why I took the divine goddess email handle years ago, to
continually remind me and to force myself to acknowledge this perfection
within. I used to get a lot of crap about that choice but it has served
its purpose.
Now that I recognize my own Perfection and the Perfection of those
around me it sparks awakening in others. It seems people just need a
little reminder to remember who they really are.
If other people can practice living the Namaste principle then we can
all have a hand in awakening one another.
Namaste:
"I honor the place in you where the entire universe resides;
I honor the place in you of love, of light, of truth, of peace. I honor
the place within you where if you are in that place in you and I am in
that
place in me, there is only one of us"
I am really just a spiritual midwife.
Oh and I have a few k groupies too. I imagine that will be a constant
and may grow as the audiences grow. (Someone with the right resources
and connections has approached me about going on a global scale.) I just
mirror their perfection back to them and tell them not to put me on a
pedastal. And people will always be having their own experiences of me
and what happens when they are with me. It is all right and perfect what
happens.
Love you sister,
Susan
The day will come when, after harnessing space, the winds, the tides,
and gravitation, we shall harness for God the energies of Love. And on
that day, for the second time in the history of the world, we shall have
discovered fire. - Pierre Tielhard De Chardin
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