To: K-list
Recieved: 2003/05/08 21:25
Subject: RE: [K-list] Lost light
From: Chris Oliphant
On 2003/05/08 21:25, Chris Oliphant posted thus to the K-list:
> I feel like I have lost my light. Can you lose your
> light? Can it be stolen or discharged?
No it cannot be lost or stolen.
> I have not
> been happy for 61/2 months. I went from ups and downs
> to just blah. I know I was having a Kundalini
> awakening but I didn't know then.
Just blah is part of K. The K calls you to growth and change. It calls
you to let old parts of yourself fall away and die. We all have times
where we are not ready to let go of some aspect. That is when we fall
into blah. Allow yourself the time to get through this, better yet find
a psycho-spiritual therapist who is experienced with K to help you in
these times of blah. Where do you live? Maybe someone on the list can
suggest someone local.
> I took so many
> remedies recklessly.
What kind of remedies?
> The whole time, at my core, I
> was unhappy. But I still was able to enjoy some thing
> in life and be able to be productive. Now not so.
Life isn't always enjoyable. Once you really get that you can let go of
the expectation that life should be enjoyable. Then you can live life as
it is.
> I
> feel like a body without a soul. The light is so
> important, it is all I ever needed. I just was too
> blind to see it.
Attachment is not consistent with K. It doesn't matter if the attachment
is to a car or to the light. K asks you to give up everything - even the
light.
Know that this is a natural and normal aspect of K.
Chris Oliphant
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