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Recieved: 2003/05/06 12:23
Subject: [K-list] Re: Cycling of the Kundalini - Karma
From: Charles
On 2003/05/06 12:23, Charles posted thus to the K-list:
Thanks for your guidance Mystress. Beautiful and resonant as always. I
actually found much of what I needed to hear whilst looking at your web site
and reading your posts to other people, as well sas reading over some emails
you wrote to me some months ago (its funny how they seem so much more
meaningful to me now, as if they were written then... for now!)
> My whole family uses chiropractors,
> and I once asked one why...he said it is because we have long spines. For
> example, the distance between the top of my hip and the bottom of my rib is
> about 5 inches, an unusually long waist. Just like how a tall thin tree is
> more likely to be twisted or broken in the wind, than a short fat one.
Heh, thats me too. Just measured and mine is 5 inches but all bodyworkers
have commented on the length of my back. I wonder why that is because neither
my mum, dad or brother have long backs!
> I often get this sort of backache when I attend Pagan events. Right
> between the shoulder blades, behind the heart.
Yes, that is exactly where it is.
> That was the root issue within me, the cause within myself. I tend to
> take too much responsibility for the well being of the people around me. If
> they do not take much responsibility for their own results, then it is
> unbalanced.
Yes, this is me too.
> I am interested in how people see me. I cannot see myself,
You are extremely compassionate, wise, sensitive, interesting and supportive,
with a magnetic quality that is hard to resist.
Having located the source and made adjustments, this past Beltaine
> long weekend camping with my pagan friends, was pretty much pain-free. I
> felt the pain for perhaps 1 hour out of 40, after sitting on a bench with
> no back support.
What a difference raised awareness makes!
> >How do I discover what the karmic issues are in this area?
>
> Well, you have had quite an opening, since you wrote this... Goddess
> provides!
How do you know what happened?? Are you referring to other postings I made
since then?
The following day (after my healing session) I treated the same lady who had
worked on my chakras the previous day. During the session she sat up and
asked me if I had a tattoo. I told her no but that I had been planning on
getting one for the last 2 years but that the time had not felt right yet
even though I already knew what it was going to be. She said she got a vision
of two snakes wrapped around a pole.... I then told her that the tattoo I had
planned on getting was a Caduceus at the base of my spine!
She then told me that whilst I was working on her she was getting incredible
blissful rushes around her her sacrum and up her spine. She said her whole
body was tingling and buzzing. I was a bit taken aback and got a little bit
shy.
At the end of the session I gave her a hug...... she wouldnt let go. It was
like we were magnetically attached. We ended up in an embrace coiled around
each other. And she said that she didnt want to let go. We went for a walk
afterwards and she said that I had no idea how strong my sexual energy was
and asked me if it is common place for women to be magnetically drawn to me.
I told her that it was true, they are but that I saw it as a problem due to
the obsessions that come with it. I never understood what they were so
attracted to but now it is becoming clearer. As we talked I started to
understand myself with more clarity as the pieces of the jigsaw started to
fall into place. I have spent far too much energy denying myself and playing
humble. I recognise now that Goddess is using me to awaken people. This has
been hard for me to accept even though you and I discussed this a few months
ago and you wrote me an email with "notes for a Shaktipat Master." I thought
"Me? Master? Don't know about that." But I guess there is some truth in it
even if I feel a little awkward about the title : )
Also Im not really fully aware of the what the role involves. We were never
given guidance on spontaneous Kundalini awakenings on my massage course! I
guess Goddess has it handled and as you suggested, I should focus on Namaste.
The bit that makes me uncomfortable is the adulation, obsession and praise
that they give to me. I have learned from you that it is best to pass it on
to Goddess as karma follows responsibility so I will be mindful of that
lesson. Should I include something about this in my marketing literature and
website? I dont think I would know where to start explaining something that
"could" happen.
> People are wanting more from you than you are able to
> give... wanting you to be their full time savior... and you are
> compassionate, so you allow the connections... but really, they do not
> serve. They have to find the Divine source within themselves... and you
> need to focus more on Namaste. Seeing the Divine in them, and knowing that
> their problems are perfection, the soul's choice to experience. They are
> Gods of their own lives, whether they know it or not... give responsibility
> for who they are over to that, instead of taking so much of it on yourself.
> I believe incarnation is always a choice. It may be that you had second
> thoughts once you had a body to feel pain... I know I did! I was born a
> week late and backwards because I tried to back out! :)
I was both breech and C section. I was healthy when I was born but 24 hours
after I was born I came down with a mystery virus that nearly killed me. The
doctor told my mum that the next 24 hours would be critical and to pray for
me. In case you are wondering......... I made it LOL
> Remember that all healing is self healing... :) Certainly it is
> possible you incarnated to have more experiences of sharing love in that
> way... but as you may have already noticed, the love and healing you give,
> comes back to you multiplied. You are healing yourself, through working
> with the reflections of you, within others.
Yes that feels right.
> >Love, Charles
>
> Love you, Charles!
Is that an order???
Loving Me, Charles xxx
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