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Recieved: 2003/05/02 22:15
Subject: [K-list] Unusual Chaos - 2nd May
From: Charles
On 2003/05/02 22:15, Charles posted thus to the K-list:
> Ya know, A few weeks ago, a Pagan High Priest professional psychic
> friend of mine told me that these days, Apr.30/May1 was going to be a big
> transition, painful powerful and with many gifts... it certainly has been,
> for me!
> Anybody else experience unusual chaos?
My chaos came today. I woke up feeling confident, happy, self assured and
centred. I had an appointment with my craniosacral therapist at 1pm and then
on to the clinic I work at to start at 4pm.
When I got to my therpist he asked me if I objected to some accupuncture as
well as my CST. I tod him to do whatever he felt I needed. So he stuck a
needle in my big toe and one in my shin and then started to work around my
heart area. He said that the acupuncture points could cause an emotional
outburst..... he wasn't wrong! As he worked on my heart the emotions started.
He asked me if he could speak wth my heart. I agreed. So he began by asking
my heart what these emotions were about. What incident they referred to. My
heart spoke back though my voice, telling him that I was four years old when
my parents first went on holiday and left me in the UK to be looked after by
my grandparents who I didnt really know. I didnt like them much and i was
devastated to be left with them. My heart then told him that it had felt
abandoned and had closed up so that it wouldnt feel that pain again.
I could feel the energy blockages in my neck and heart area release quite
significantly as he worked and I cried. I also started coughing really
violently, a kind of dry barking cough and all this thick mucousy gunk came
up. Once the session was over I thanked him and left. I was very
disorientated to say the least. But I got on the underground and headed for
work.
When I got there I felt like hiding and didnt want to speak to any of the
other staff. I was relieved to find that I had no clients booked in at all.
People started to ask me what was wrong with me but I tried to hold myself
together, just telling them that I had had an intense treatment and that I
was feeling a little out of sorts. In truth I could hardly hear them speak
and I felt like I wasnt there even though I was. It was all too strange.
Then the receptionist said that she wanted to introduce me to Coreen. I had
heard a little bit about this lady and was looking forward to meeting her but
in my trippy state I couldnt even focus for a minute. The only thing I could
remember was that Coreen worked with angels and chakras and had her treatment
room set up like a fairy room! As she came over to talk to me she instantly
recognised that I was in a bad state and started to try to get me to ground.
She said that I was out of my body and that I had a lot of pain around my
heart (which she saw was wide open) and a gaping hole/tear in my sacral
chakra.
Each time I followed her instructions to ground I would burst into tears. If
I hadnt been so delerious I would have been quite embarrassed as the shop
front we were sitting in had customers and staff right there with us. She
kept trying to get me to ground but saw that I was avoiding doing so as each
time I came back into my body I would feel the pain in my heart and run from
it again.
To cut this rather long story a bit shorter I will abbrevaite the rest.
Basically, Coreen took me by the hand and lead me downstairs to her fairy
room where she made layed me down on all her cushions. Then she went to work
sowing my sacral chakra back together and I could feel all this strange
sensations as she worked. Then she called the angels in to remove some black
crap that was around my heart area. As they did this I started coughing up
that gunk again and got a burning sensation in my chest as well as another
load of painful emotions.
After about an hour of this work I was shattered. I asked her a few questions
about the work she was doing, how she discovered she could do this, etc. She
also explained a bit about my experience. I gathered my stuff together hugged
her and came home. I now feel washed out and very unsure of myself, vulnerabe
and ready for bed.
So yes, today I did experience some unusual chaos :))
Gnight
Love, Charles x
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