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Recieved: 2003/04/29 04:27
Subject: Re: [K-list] How Much Time to Achieve Self Realisation?
From: hbrost

Dear Bhavin/Jack,

I composed an entire e-mail to you over dinner (to myself) and can't
remember a fig of the thought as I sit down to type at the computer. Allow
me to try and piece this together:

First a question: Have you ever YELLED at "God?" Have you ever had a
downright out-and-out fight (so you think) with God? Have you ever
challenged the content, the reason, the entire damn INSANITY of your life?
;-) Obviously, I suspect not, but I don't know you.

Are you asking these questions truly, after teaching yoga for 20 years?
Jack, I never even knew what yoga was. My most "religious" thought was the
horror of what Jesus experienced at the hands of human beings created by His
Father. I cried every Easter when the movie was shown in Sunday School
class as a little girl. Man's inhumanity against man. First of all, that's
not religion. Well, I take that back. It's a by-product of religion.
Second of all, it's still happening today, in a big way.

Kundalini, The Holy Spirit, Whatever...this is my opinion: You are chosen,
you cannot choose. My personal orientation is based upon a Christian
upbringing. ALL these people gather in churches and contemplate God -- on
Sundays. They wonder why nothing seems to "appear" for them, why "God" is
so elusive. Look at the Gospels...Jesus was decidedly secretive and almost
uninformative to the masses. In fact, he shunned the masses, except in very
few circumstances. Jesus stated many times how God, His "Father," chooses
those "who are ready." Two thousand years later, Jack, things aren't any
different, do you think?

Getting back to my original thought: If all else fails, YELL! I did. I
had no clue about Kundalini, but after yelling and screaming, hey, it
happened! But so much more was going on thru my life, I suppose I became
used to the weirdness. Y'know...the flying, the "knowings" and the
intuitiveness that accompanies K.

I simply wanted to know my purpose. I also stated quite specifically that I
didn't want to come back here one more time, ever. I wanted to know what I
needed to know to leave this place of horror. That's it. That's what I
yelled.

Then...I started to read the Gita...explain that! ;-) And I have become
The Color Purple.

Much love,

Hety

And when will I achieve Self Realisation?
And why should I want Self Realisation?
And how will I get Self Realisation?

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