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Recieved: 2003/04/27 01:08
Subject: [K-list] some basic questions
From: elargonauto
On 2003/04/27 01:08, elargonauto posted thus to the K-list:
Hola!
I'd like to know a few (million) things ... hahaha ... it seems like some
people have times where the energy seems to go away and then comes back, in
flare-ups. Is this more common, or is it more common for it to always be
there? Or is it expecting too much to look for usually's with this stuff?
I think the details are innumerable but in general is always the same.
What I'd like to know is this: has anyone figured out a way to get it to move on past something like
this? I've read the "just let go off your fear/past issues/whatever and it'll move
on" approach; that doesn't seem to work for me.
All the knowledge of nature is inside you making all it can 24 hours a day 365 days a year. The same inteligence who made you
grow and develop through you adolescence. The best you can do is let it work, not pushing, not resisting.
If you observe you´ll find things going better from the start. It is not a question of faith but of results.
And I'm not afraid of this stuff, not at all -- I love it, I just
don't like the anxiety bubble. That has to go. *snickers*
I have the same point of view. I just can´t stop until everything is all right. That took me down,
and now is taking me up.
Now, about the energy moving up. The article "The Day My Kundalini Woke Up"
talked about the energy moving down from the head and up from the pelvis and
meeting at the middle.
Everything is related with a movement of SCF ( craneo-spinal-fluid). So I guess all kind of
movements can be experienced. Personally I have experienced down and up, but not both at the
same time.
The movement going up is sometimes pumped through spine spasms, lung massages or other
exercises. And the going was like letting fall something. It just went from tha base of the craneum
till the bottom of the spine.
I've never experienced that explosion he talks
about, the huge white light, the streaming up out of the top of the head,
the music/sounds.
Neither me.
My sense is that it started at my coccyx/sacrum, and has
been working it's way up since then. I don't really get a sense of energy
moving down from my head.
I have gone through a complete decontraction of the head. Not energy, but a feeling of tension ( tons of tension) going
away. Principally at the psychic eye and the top of the head, finally.
Does there come a time, given releases of all the
restrictions, or at least the ones that seem to halt the energy, that the
energy just sort of flows all the time?
Feeling free, feeling well, feeling balanced, just being ... it is like nergy flowing unimpeded,
no?
I get the feeling I'm asking for knowns in the land of unknowns. Just
looking at the list of symptoms should give me that clue. But if anyone
knows of a way to get the energy past a restriction, that would be so
amazing to hear!
All I have done is is letting everything going alone and is giving me very good results.
And, please, I'm not that good with the karmic approach,
no offense, it's just me. I also find meditation next to impossible; the
best I can do is what I call spinning, and not the kind on a bike -- I think
it's a Sufi thing. I simply turn around in circles on the spot, and I can
do that for ages. Stilling my mind is not something I do easily; never
have.
Be very careful with spiritual practices. They can create artificial patterns that can make a great harm. I used to make
meditation on my own and it made me lift some inches from the floor. That sensation of irreality was so deep created that is going
away , now, after a year and a half.
The mind is quiet and transparent at the natural state. If it is left it comes back to that state spontaneously.
Good luck!
elargonauto, anti-practice.
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