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Recieved: 2003/04/12 03:57
Subject: [K-list] Even more on One Man Alone and his K...
From: One Man Alone
On 2003/04/12 03:57, One Man Alone posted thus to the K-list:
I, One Man Alone, since realizing what Kundalini was, have felt a constant urge to learn more about stepping out of time and watching. In public, I watch people like a hawk. I observe and assess what's happening. I learn of people in the few moments I see them walking by. Look at someone with a clear mind, and you can see their human beauty, their mind as a complex miracle that can make even ME smile. The human mind is incredible, as is it's power and purpose. In every human lies a solid ego, true to it's appearance and nature. What someone can picture themselves as best is most likely who they really are. The emptiness of life and the sole root of misery is the nostalgia and failing attempts to become that person. The inner ego can be anything, a super hero, a lone biker on a long highway, a brave warrior, an evil conqueror, anything. I would most likely be a benevolent leader, bringing absolute justice and retribution to all that have felt pain and sorrow, regardless of my actual hate, because my hate is not for man, but the mankind created by reality. Mankind has been tainted, and is now worthless, but one man alone(reason for name coming up) could easily be a man that gets the problem, sees it clearly, has the will to correct the evil flaw within men, to point the way to peace, but is always going to be one man alone amongst and against a race of pathetic, filthy, greedy, egotistical, self-delusional, power hungry, attention hungry, hypocritical, zealots, who can take a tiny mistake and turn it into a feud. Kundalini has found my thoughts for me. Those long-time unreachable expressions. I'm feeling front and centered now. I'm feeling in 90 percent control over myself. So there, as one man alone, I'll sit, watching another one man alone pass by as an independent miracle of God, and then fade into the crowd to join the humans once more, susceptible to trend and opinion. I'm not angry at mankind due to me possibly having a lack of forgiveness, or even having buttons to press, but because mankind has earned and deserves my hate for what it's done to every one man alone, every independent miracle, not just me, One Man Alone. I have already vowed to myself to make a big difference in the future. Maybe not within even the next decade, but someday. Have a nice day...
Sign - One Man Alone
I'm alone.
I deserve to be alone.
I will die alone.
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