To: K-list
Recieved: 2003/04/11 03:13
Subject: [K-list] There is nothing to conceal regarding K
From: rkshankar
On 2003/04/11 03:13, rkshankar posted thus to the K-list:
Dear Bhavin
> You may (or may not) recall that I asked you last year (around mid
> 2002), when we were in the Yahoo group, whether you had any Kundalini
> related symptoms or activities. The answer at that time was "no".
There was no reason at any time for me to deny having experienced the
awakening of Kundalini
I become a member of only those lists that are relevant to me and to which I
can relate.
It was 17 years ago, I suddenly experienced the awakening of Kundalini
Just like you, I have also written in this list about my K experience.
It was a one-time experience of awakening that lasted for about one year
approx.
Thereafter, the experience became settled and permanent
It was a permanent transformation of awareness of my being.
The thinking ceased to be experienced in the brain.
It came to be experienced permanently outside the body and above the head.
The permanent lodging of awareness of one being the admixture of
the psychic-vital connected and permeating the body but distinctly different
from it.
This also I have written earlier on this list.
So, I do not really know as to what else you want from me.
Still, I do not know or understand many things that are posted on this list
or the earlier lists
Possibly, people are of different backgrounds, religious, spiritual, reason
and faith and so on.
And, possibly, their experiences of K are different.
Or, what is normally experienced as K,
and what I have experienced as K, are different.
Or still, what I have experienced may not be K at all.
I am not particularly anxious to establish anything.
Whether to myself or to others.
I am not particularly anxious to learn anything
Whether on my own or from others.
I am not particularly trying to form of any sense of self-respect
Whether from within me or from outside me.
I just hang around loosely, willing to associate or let go,
as the particular situation may demand.
I have experienced the Force of the One Supreme God
It has been given to me to call that Force as Mother Kali.
And, She carries on and arranges my affairs as She Wills.
I just hang around loosely, as a shirt hanging in a shirt-hanger.
Things just happen for me, miraculously.
Even those surrounding me, acknowledge the miracles that surround me,
at the last moment from nowhere.
If what you had written about K made inward contact in me,
I would certainly have responded
Either by appreciating or by actively contributing and so on.
Even now, the word "Kundalini related symptoms or activities" keeps me
puzzled.
There are some people who attack you vehemently even over e-mails
Simply because your experience happens to be different from theirs,
radically perhaps.
They want to fit you into a straight jacket, that is, in their own pattern.
But, if my experience is different, what can I do?
So, I let it go. I unsubscribed from the earlier 2 lists.
Some well-wishers called me to subscribe to this new list.
So, here I am back again.
Thanks and kind regards
RK Shankar
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