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Recieved: 2003/04/10 21:13
Subject: [K-list] Buzzing in Ears and addiction
From: Janet Brockett
On 2003/04/10 21:13, Janet Brockett posted thus to the K-list:
Buzzing in ears:
Is the buzzing in ears K related? When things are real quiet I start hearing noises as if sitting in a rainforest. A cacophony of whooshing, ringing, buzzing and chirping. However when I am moving around, no sounds.
It is so loud that I finally broke down and got a full check up of my ears, today! I thought it might be a sign of a significant problem. Well it turns out that my ears are completely normal, hearing normal, everything normal. The doctor said only thing left to check for is a tumor. But that would really only be indicated if sounds were in one ear. I hear sounds in both but predominately in one. I doubt very much this is the problem.
Interestingly enough, the audiologist said that tinnitus is not stopped even when the auditory nerves are cut. This means that the sounds originates in the brain.
So maybe it true that the sound is some form of prana in the head. I like to think so. A swami told me that it most likely is. He said that some hear noises and others see lights (And one can never predict which you will be, a seer of lights or a hearer of sounds. He said that one day the Divine Mother will invite me to follower her into the sound and that when that happens by all means do it.
So as of this point I had been afraid of the noises because I though maybe I was hurt. But now that it has been ruled out I am ready to relax and explore. Maybe it really is the Divine Mother calling?
As for the weed issue here is my $.02:
Probably as many different answers as there are people. If it's a real problem for his family and life then maybe an intervention might work. But a hard won lesson for me is the old adage "You can take a horse to water but you can't make him drink (or not )." Maybe by bringing it up you can help become motivated to stop but who knows? My older brother has been smoking weed for 30 years. He is fairly successful and will never stop. No reason in his mind to stop. Even though I think my bother´s mind would become clearer and he would grow emotionally and his family life would improve dramatically he thinks he is fine and maybe he is. He self medicates with it. I think to stop would mean to face all the trauma from his past and all his regrets. I don't think he could. He does not have the tools. But if he went into a program he could and then his life would grow in ways unimagined. But that is not his path. So I bring it up occasionally and then let it go.
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