To: K-list
Recieved: 2003/04/10 00:34
Subject: Re: [K-list] Hety's Self Righteous cell, why?
From: Rich
On 2003/04/10 00:34, Rich posted thus to the K-list:
> You remind me of a past lover, ten years younger than I, very
> beautiful in physical body, and very narcissistic. Are you finding
> yourself this way?
You remind me of my mother who would make profound inaccurate judgements.
She might say I was filty because I like to eat a salad with my hands
(somehow the food feels alive a bit more and is a bit more intimate) ... I'd
tell her I was not as filthy as her thoughts.
Would making a stab with judgement to another help take the guilt off you
and free you of your own prison of misconception?
> But it IS our
> business, really.
Have you made it *your* business.
> Names on e-mail lists develop
> "personalities" and expectations, and "comfortableness"
> within the group.
Are you comfortable with me? Do you expect anything else? Do you expect me
to change?
> However, it was my feeling then, and my feeling now, that abusiveness
> exists in your present consciousness.
Is his behaviour any more abusive than your vindictiveness?
> Have you ever investigated narcissism?
> ...Not pleasant.
sick....
Is it unpleasant as where your judgement comes from?
> thanks, I'm trying my best. I knew this was all for nothing.
> _____________________
>
> This is exactly what my previous lover would say. And then everyone
> sighs, 'ahhhhhhhhhhhh.' It's your torture chamber, Aaron.
>From a prison cell to a torture chamber...
> Like I said, you can get help, but most likely you don't believe you
> need help. And then Kundalini on top of it all...don't even want to
> think of your pain.
But you are... Imagining.
> I do feel for
> you. BTW, narcissism builds upon itself until about the age of 35.
> Even "died in the wool" narcissists like Dr. Vankin ( I think that's
> his name) claims no escape.
Helpful advice for your label pinned victim ;)
Prisons can be hard to get out of... Is there a window?
Rich
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