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Recieved: 2003/04/09 16:22
Subject: [K-list] RE: Anger and K
From: SAC
On 2003/04/09 16:22, SAC posted thus to the K-list:
Dear Joel,
I found out through experience that after a good session of being angry
or anything else that brought about an emotional catharsis, the k would
start running in powerful waves.
It makes sense when you think about it. If the subtle bodies are
cluttered with blockages, k pounds against them trying to get through.
If we have anger or a strong crying episode it melts the blockages so
the k can flow much more easily.
If we hold onto the anger or emotional pain, k intensifies those
feelings until they become almost unbearable and our own resistance
paralyzes us and makes us stuck. ( "stuck in our own shit" comes to
mind.)
Any emotion manifests itself as an energy pattern. When k bring this
emotion to a head (like a boil) don't protect it, let it go. Experience
the emotion fully until you come out on the other side. You may feel in
the moment you are going to die but we don't. :)
Some people like being stuck in anger and despair. They like that
feeling because the only alternative they know is to just go numb.
Feeling something, to them, is better than feeling nothing at all. The
bite is that numb is also a feeling. ;) People like being stuck in these
powerful emotions because they can then fool themselves into thinking
they are alive.
Just my own experiences,
Susan
> Message: 5
> Date: Tue, 08 Apr 2003 23:45:55 -0400
> From: "Joel DiGirolamo" <joel AT_NOSPAM jdigirolamo.com>
> To: K-list AT_NOSPAM kundalini-gateway.org
> Subject: [K-list] Anger and K
>
> I think that since I went through my depression many years ago I find
> that I am less angry. I had a lot of anger going through my divorce,
but
> then as I came out of the depression and then even more when I began
> studying K my anger subsided. I do find that on the rare occasions
when I
> am angered, afterward I can feel more K energy. I hadn't thought about
it
> until it was brought up here.
>
> Now, when something starts to anger me, I just try to look deeper into
> it, to understand what has happened. This helps me detach and bring
more
> of an inquisitive attitude, rather than a more superficial, angry one.
>
> Thanks for the insights! Love, Joel
>
>
> We must always change, renew, rejuvenate ourselves; otherwise we
harden. -
> Wolfgang Von Goethe
>
>
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