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Recieved: 2003/03/02 19:16
Subject: [K-list] Universal apology. And just a few other things...
From: One Man Alone
On 2003/03/02 19:16, One Man Alone posted thus to the K-list:
Hi. I, One Man Alone(there's a reason for my name), would like to apologize for...*sigh*...going overboard. I thought about saying "maybe going overboard", but I decided that was just my anger trying to say "Screw them, you're right One Man Alone.", and I realized that I HAD gone overboard. In my defense, however, so did Ken. I'd like to clear up 2 things. 1, I NEVER bashed anyone's opinions until they bashed mine. I've always made it a rule in my life to not start fights, and I never have. I'm fine with other people having their own beliefs. I also DO respect the other list members in general, just not Ken anymore for his childish game. And for my respect to the other members, I only ask that you not use my age as a weapon against me. I've heard over and over that I'm not WISE, but that would've never been said had I never revealed my age. Before my age was revealed, I got little criticism or defensive responses saying that I'm oddly unwise. Now that it IS revealed, no one stops and thinks I may be right, because they have their OWN opinions and would rather believe them than that of any 17 year old. But no one on this list actually knows me or how I think OR how intelligent I am. I also never claimed to be the wisest person in the world. If that was assumed by my little bit "the wise, etc. etc, One Man Alone", that was only a joke. But I'm not without wisdom of my own. Wisdom is earned not only through time and maturity, but through experience, and mine have been the wisdom giving kind. Try saying no when someone is shorter, scrawnier, and obviously weaker than you, who wants to fight. I've only fought a few times in my time in grade school and middle school,(high school was kind of plain) an I started none of them. I've turned down more fights than fought them, even when the odds were on my side. And that's not all that I've done to earn wisdom, that is but one of many examples, some being bad things I've done. I AM wise, not the wisest person on Earth, but I could give a few lessons of my own. I'm wise because I heeded my God's words and obeyed His laws. And I don't like being spoken to or about as if I was an infant like "The hate and the lack of respect for
others from this boy have gone too far." I'm not a "this boy" person. I don't demand respect, but I'm not a little kid/fifth wheel, speaking about things I don't know about just to sound smart or fit in. All this started simply because I gave MY opinion in where thought comes from, and in my response I said "God gave us souls", and angry little Ken didn't like that I mentioned God. You can go ahead and pretend I'm the problem so you can kick me off the list and go on acting like you know everything, but the fact is, I, believe it or not, am right sometimes.
2, I admit, I've made millions of mistakes, and I've plenty sinned, but as the old adage goes, "Learn from your mistakes.", and I have. Clearly my opinions are going to be further ignored from now on(me being 17 and all), but I still need help with Kundalini. I'm getting those bad effects even more now. I can hardly even sleep at night, sometimes not at all. Overall, I'd say my fault is 75% for going along with the "is not, is too" game angry little Ken started, so I'll apologize. I'm sorry for my bad behavior and overall attitude, along with the rudeness, and hope that this can be put aside, and may religion soon not be a problem. It's not for me and never was. Be a >B<(I capitalized. HAPPY?)uddhist all you want, I don't care and never have.
One last time, I'm sorry for the portion of trouble caused by me. No more advice, help, and opinions from the UNwise, UNintelligent, rude, vindictive, arrogant, mentally unstable, only 17 thus his opinions and thoughts are worth less than cat shit, DUMBASS, One Man Alone FOREVER, will be given. So please forgive me and my impertinence. I'll try to stay in order from now on, despite who starts the problem. I hope you take my apology to be as sincere as it is given. Go ahead and judge me. I already know the opinions on me. No one likes me, or wants my opinion because I might be right and I'm only 17. You want me to leave? You don't need to whine, just tell me you "Fucking hate my guts and my existence bothers you to no end." Word it like that and I promise I'll leave and never come back, and you can save yourself the trouble of me possibly coming back with a different e-mail address or something, or if blocks IP, I might use a public library's computer or something. Not that I'd do something like that, and that's not a threat by any means, I'm just saying for your comfort, say "I fucking hate your gut's and your existence bothers me to no end.", and I'll be gone with the wind. I'm sorry, and let the opinions fly.
Sign - One Man Alone
I will, or I shall die trying...
War brings peace and peace brings war, but only I bring despair.
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