To: K-list
Recieved: 2003/03/02 11:12
Subject: Re: [K-list] partners and lables
From: Charles
On 2003/03/02 11:12, Charles posted thus to the K-list:
> Holly writes:
> Living with someone is a powerful practice because all your stuff gets
> punched up for surrender -- especially the stuff about "I'm k-awakened and
> he's not." Just another concept to let go of.
Charles:
I don't know about me being K awakened. I like the concept as symbolism for
my spiritual, physical and emotional journey/evolution. I can certainly
report many of the symptoms of Kundalini awakening althought there are many
that I can't say Ive experienced. I am learning to use lables loosely and
without attatchement, as what are lables but our attempt to compartmentalise
that which is boundless? Lables are useful for communication purposes but
limited and restrictive.
With that said, it wasn't so much a "Kundalite" I was suggesting would be the
'perfect' companion but someone who could 'handle where I want to go'. I have
one friend who is spiritual (in inverted commas) and along with this list I
think he keeps me sane.... or keeping me insane LOL?! I find that when I hang
out with people who have not developed to the same extent as myself (yuckchh
that sounds horrible and egotistical), I start to doubt myself and lose my
clarity to some extent. It must be that it's self affirming to come together
with people singing from the same hymn sheet.
But when I do meet people walking the same stretch of path as myself I feel
inspired and more in touch with my being.
As a kid growing up I always wanted to play squash and golf with people who
were super fit and talented in their arena. It pushed me to be my best, I
would work harder and I would learn more. This is an analogy for life and a
partnership with a woman where we are both challenging each other to be the
best, the most honest and committed we can be is my 'ideal'.
Yesterday I was driving my car and I had one of those moments of clarity
where my thoughts were inspired. I saw so clearly how short this life is. A
speck in the grand scheme of things. The blink of an eye. It means everything
and nothing at the same time. Over before we've even got warmed up. These
stray thoughts were accompanied with a real sense of peace and belonging as
my worry and self doubt were temporarily zapped.
One Man Very Much A Part ;-)
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