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Recieved: 2003/03/02 10:04
Subject: Re: [K-list] One Man Alone ))) It's a deal... By the way, littl
From: One Man Alone
On 2003/03/02 10:04, One Man Alone posted thus to the K-list:
Hi, this is One Man Alone here. Daniel, you were right about a few things. Yes, you made me mad(good call), but not all that mad after you made some sense. You were right about my arrogance, but yes I was also kidding around. I want to clear a few things here. I've spent the last 10 years with my mother going through college, with no father, just a brother and mother. I've learned(not nearly as much as her of course, I'm not THAT arrogant. She's getting a Phd and already has a pile of degrees.) a few things here and there. With the secondhand learning and my actual life, I've learned all I need to know about people and how people are. I know how the world works. The thing I need to clarify is that I don't like manKIND, but I can learn to like and appreciate a single stranger. I've had friends before(lost them all during that 10 years of moving from college to college). I know I'm not right all the damn time, but I just hate it when people tell me I'm too young to understand something. I'm not. I'm just me, so I don't care, or I expose things for what they REALLY are. I've never been in love before(had a crush though, but it doesn't compare), but I could tell you everything about it. I don't know why, I just can. I can accept being a little wrong here and there, but I'm not lost on any subject about humanity. Sure, astrophysics, chemical engineering, if it's really a sin to kill a mockingbird(Yes, I like classic movies.), I don't know. I do, however, know how to read people, and I understand logic, other people's AND mine, but just because I have my own theory of what's right doesn't mean I completely think other people are wrong.
So here's the deal, you were right, except for me hiding behind my arrogance. I don't hide behind it. I don't hide. However, I'll surrender the attitude to a certain level, but I won't change me. Ok, no more youth cracks concerning wisdom(that's not really a deal stipulation, I'll still knock of the attitude a little, but please?). Thanks for your enlightening post. It helps in some way. Something inside me wrote this post and is knocking off the crap.
Now on to little angry Ken. Something very human wants to speak with you. Look, I don't give a shit about your opinion or your beliefs. You don't have to care about mine, but I really don't give a SHIT about yours. And also, there's a difference between jerking back(like when someone pops around a corner and shouts "BOO", you jump.) when you get burned, and instinct. You can go along, scurrying around on the floor of life, believing we were a puddle of piss before we evolved into fish, amphibians, reptiles, monkeys, then humans, I don't care. I wasn't about to respond to you if you went on about the big bang, but when you do it to me just because I believe in God and not some huge rock that came out of nowhere, I have a problem with that. My opinion's are open for discussion, not for argument. Let's make a deal too. You don't say shit to me and I won't say shit to you. Before you ever give me your opinion again, stop and ask me if I give a shit.
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I will, or I shall die trying...
War brings peace and peace brings war, but only I bring despair.
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