To: K-list
Recieved: 2003/03/01 23:22
Subject: Re: [K-list] Partners
From: Whimsical Zephyr
On 2003/03/01 23:22, Whimsical Zephyr posted thus to the K-list:
----- Original Message -----
From: "Charles" <charles AT_NOSPAM thaitherapy.co.uk>
> Hello MAS! For the last few hours Ive been reading through our piles of
mails
> on the subject of BDSM from back in January 2002. It was so interesting
and
> valuable and in hindsight I can see how much difference it made to my life
as
> I surrendered a shit load of Karma. It was immense.
I remember that threaad......have to say, I thought you were a real piece of
work at first, Charles! But after a while, I just realized you were working
through issues, as you said, and I'm grateful for that thread. It helped me
realize a few things myself. I had a few judgements about issues like
pedophila, bestiality, rapists, etc......after the thread, I came to realize
that no sexual orientation is wrong. There are just some orientations that
are harder to express and work with. I now have compassion for 'deviant
orientations.' *not my words* And I don't believe there's such a thing as
an unnatural, evil, or sick orientation......and kudos to people who aren't
afraid to realize that. And I admire the bravery of people who can admit
these things about themselves.
> I would be interested to hear how many others on the K list can relate to
> this dilemma. Is a successful romantic union only possible with someone
> walking the same stretch of path as ourselves. Obviously we all have
> different identities and I'm not so idealistic to think that there is a
> female 'me' out there waiting for the perfect union, >
I'm not that idealistic either.....the only person perfect for me is my
inner DB. People change over the course of their lives and we all have 'soul
mates' for each phase of life. I myself am with someone who may be
K-awakened, but I don't think so. He does have the symptoms of a top-down
awakening, so maybe. He also exhibits a lot of third eye, psychic powers.
Anyway......since my awakening, I have come to accept that I am
BDSM-oriented and polyamorous. My bf is not, and not happy about me being
this way. He has agreed to an open relationship, but I feel the moment I see
anyone else, it will end. I dunno, maybe it's for the best. I've surrendered
it to Goddess, we'll see what happens. But he is a pagan witch like me, and
thinks along some of the same lines spiritually. And he's my best friend in
the world. In terms of the people and friends I attract, they're usually
pagan or on no particular path. Not sure if any are k-awakened, I seem to be
the resident kundalite. Funny thing though, being with this man caused a
third eye awakening in me, and really opened up the subconscous spiritual
*talents* I have......and having a reiki practitioner friend taught me some
things about healing.
About having a relationship with a fellow kundalite, it's not a concern for
me. I'm primarily focused on developing a good relationship with myself and
all of my Gemini personalities :)
Sabrina
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