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Recieved: 2003/03/01 14:34
Subject: [K-list] Finding that perfect partner with "K".
From: Sandi Burns
On 2003/03/01 14:34, Sandi Burns posted thus to the K-list:
Dear Charles and List,
I just could not resist responding to this post. Not because I have any profound information but just because I wanted to share my story in hopes that maybe you to can see your hopes and dreams come true. The things I am about to share are not words of wisdom...just my own experience.
Around the end of 2001 I was experiencing a full blown "K" awakening. I had no idea what the hell was happening to me. I could not stop cryig, my life was a wreck and falling apart. I was feeling as if something or someone was making love to me but no one or nothing was visible. I had never heard of "K", nor had I ever practiced, yoga, meditations ......nodda....nothing. There were so many things going on in my life that I could not cope very well, I was questioning if I was going insane or if I was possessed or what. But the "K" energy was so strong that I could not deny it, I was at first so scared but somehow naturally knew it was not there to harm me but to help me in some way. I knew somehow that it was a gift but I just did not understand it. Then I found this wonderful list! I can't tell you how happy and relieved I felt to know that what I felt inside was something called Kundalini and sure enough it was a wonderful gift given to me.
By the beginning of 2002 I knew I had to leave my husband of 12 years. The relationship was just too destructive for me and I could no longer accept it as a way of living. So I left my home and my husband and became a real live gypsy girl....not having a place to stay going from friend to friend. I had no idea what I was going to do or what was going to happen to me. I had no idea how I was even going to survive. I had a good job but no shelter/home. There were a few people on the list that kept supporting my decision telling me that God/ess, the universe would take care of me. Then oneday out of the blue there was a kind lady on this list that mentioned to me she had some people she wanted to introduce me to when things settled down and one of them was Matt in Australia.
When I read this man's name....my whole heart jumped with joy. I didnt understand why and from that monent on I could not get his name off of my mind. So finally several weeks later we began to e-mail one another. And then one year ago today he called me on the phone!! That phone call led us to the most rewarding relationship I had ever experienced. For one thing we HAD to communicate because that is all we had, and we were somewhat forced into using our metaphycial senses to feel one another being on opposite sides of the world.
We both knew that we were meant to be together and Matt came to the U.S. for a visit to meet me. At the second we met it seemed as if the whole world stopped for us. We had been comparing our life stories, we had both ended a 12 year relatioship at the same time, we were only 9 months apart in age, we were both into metaphyscial lifestyles (although I was very new to it all) and for what ever reason being with him seemed to instantly calm my raging "K" energy to a very slow surge which was an incredible thing in itself. Matt asked me to marry him on that visit to the U.S. and I quickly jumped at the chance to spend the rest of my life with the partner of my dreams.
Today, one year later I am living in the beautiful country of Australia with my soul mate Matt. I have never in my life been so happy and for once looking forward to moment to moment. We go to bed talking about moving energy or our dreams from the previous night or we meditate together or whatever we feel like doing. We are perfectly matched in all that we do. I believe its because I allowed myself to be led to this man, I let go totally of all control of my life and we were brought together by God/ess the universe...the cosmo's whatever you want to call it. And yes I do believe that if you want to find a true rewarding relationship that it should be with someone that shares these things that are important to you. You don't have to worry about finding this person all by yourself for all you must do is allow it to happen and it will. I found out after allot of pain and heart ache that it is much better and easier if you let ALL THAT IS do it for you. You don't have to settle for second best....nor should you. The right match is out there right now waiting for you too. We share the same path, the same dreams...in other words we are going in the same direction in our lives and when you find that person to share all things with it makes for the relationship of a lifetime.....well in our case several lifetimes as we have since found out!!:)))) But that is another story!!:)
So thanks for opening this thread for it has allowed me to share form my heart and maybe it will bring a bit of hope to yours. Sorry it was such a long response, hope I didn't put the list to sleep or anything.....next time I will try to cut it down.
Love and Light,
Sandi
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