To: K-list
Recieved: 2003/03/01 11:17
Subject: [K-list] Partners
From: Charles
On 2003/03/01 11:17, Charles posted thus to the K-list:
Hello MAS! For the last few hours Ive been reading through our piles of mails
on the subject of BDSM from back in January 2002. It was so interesting and
valuable and in hindsight I can see how much difference it made to my life as
I surrendered a shit load of Karma. It was immense.
The following short piece particularly captured my attention especially due
to where I am at the moment:
Charles:
>>i love it..... you're my kinda woman. although i think you would do my head
in after a while ;-)
MAS:
> You would not be able to handle my sexual energy, your body is not
>clear enough and you would fry like an ant under a magnifying glass. No
>offense intended... just experience... Like trying to put 2000 volts
>through a rusty wire.
> Hard for someone like me to find a partner who can handle being where I
>want to go. If your body was clear, then you would be more fully in it...
>not missing from the neck down, as your relatives say.
I find myself in the same position. I've not had a steady relationship for
about 6 years because I cant find a partner who can handle where I want to
go. Luckily it's not been for lack of offers! Recently I decided to see a
girl who I found very physically attractive, a very genuine and honest girl
with a great sense of humour, even though I was aware of the chasm between
us.
It lasted about 5 weeks. It was her decision to end it and when I asked her
why she said that she fancied the pants off me but I was too deep for her and
that I made her feel uneasy about who she is. The thing is I never once
challenged her and I avoided 'deep talk' because I knew it wasn't her thing.
But I know I can have that effect on people without even saying anything.
Just being with me gave her the opportunity to see beyond the illusion she
normally lives in, if only briefly and she didn't like it.
I would be interested to hear how many others on the K list can relate to
this dilemma. Is a successful romantic union only possible with someone
walking the same stretch of path as ourselves. Obviously we all have
different identities and I'm not so idealistic to think that there is a
female 'me' out there waiting for the perfect union, but it would be nice to
think there's a good chance of meeting someone of like mind to share this
life with. It seems the only place I find like minded conversation is here on
this list and around my professional courses. I do have plenty of friends but
most don't have any idea about K, meditation, karma, healing, Unity, duality,
etc, etc.
And if anyone out there did find a compatible relationship, how did it
happen. Are Kundalites eventually and energetically drawn to other
Kundalites?
Charles
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