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Recieved: 2003/02/28 20:20
Subject: [K-list] one man alone
From: Shellelr

On 2003/02/28 20:20, Shellelr posted thus to the K-list:

In a message dated 2/28/2003 2:09:43 AM Eastern Standard Time, K-list-request AT_NOSPAM kundalini-gateway.org writes:


>I'm not evil, I mean I'm still a Christian and all, but I'm afraid I'm just not going to love my fellow man, hold back my anger, or really care about life and living. I'm going to be a bit pensive from now on, but that's who I am. I'm an angry, sad, lonely, depressed, lost, mean, uncaring, spiritless, hopeless, highly intelligent, always thoughtful to strangers, have good manners(especially to women and elders), loveless, hate filled shell of a mentally unstable, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder ridden, slightly chubby, short, articulate, gentleman. I don't really love anyone, and I don't want love. It makes me sick. I like to hate and be hated. When I'm rich enough(and I will be rich one day), I will fund and build an organization based on hatred, that will become a political enemy to governments. The organization will help the common man avoid stress by threatening the problems of society, and if our conditions aren't meant, then we'll cause it pain and suffering. We will overpower governments to give more to it's nations people, but I'm not a hippie. I like climbing trees, but I won't chain myself to one. And I honestly don't give a rats ass about any friggin pandas.

Dang. And I thought _I_ had a nasty case of Seasonal Affective Disorder.

I remember being 17 going on 18. A lot to figure out. Not that you ever figure everything out. You just become a succession of completely different people over the years, as you clarify your self. Hopefully, One Man, your Angry Terrorist phase will be short-lived, for your own sake.

Wishing you peace.
Shelle

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