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Recieved: 2003/02/25 03:39
Subject: Re: [K-list] Response to Deepak-Feel the Love!
From: contour5
On 2003/02/25 03:39, contour5 posted thus to the K-list:
I am at a point where i dont trust or believe anything...
I also feel real dead inside...
Try to develop Gratitude. Give thanks for the privelege of being
alive. Focus on the gifts and blessings you have received, and offer
thanks, in gratitude to whoever or whatever you believe is responsible
for providing you with these gifts. Give thanks for your life, for all
the joy you have ever felt, for all the good things you have received.
Offer gratitude in a prayer to the provider. Give thanks and praise
continuously, until you feel you have been heard. And you *Will* be
heard, as soon as your prayer is honest, heartfelt and sincere.
Give thanks for the pain, the misery and the suffering of life's
challenges, for the difficult learning experiences through which we grow
and develop. Offer it all up to the provider with heartfelt gratitude.
Eventually, you *will* get a response, perhaps in the form of energy,
subtle vibrations, pleasant sensations in the heart region of the body.
Focus on the energy, listen to it, allow it to expand and grow.
I HENCE TRY TO FIGHT my natural urges...
Don't *Fight* your urges. Try to just notice them, and wait
patiently, while practicing gratitude. When you *do* give in to
pleasure, experience it with love in your heart. Be grateful for the
pleasure! Offer your pleasure up as a gift to Goddess. Try to focus on
*giving*, rather than receiving pleasure. Might help to avoid twisting
sex into a sick control fantasy...ahem... Be grateful. Feel the Love...
I also feel that im a bad human being with a big ego...
Haha. Welcome to planet earth, brother! We're all bad human beings
with egos the size of dump trucks! Replace your self pity with gratitude
and you'll instantly overcome most of your suffering. If you don't know
*who* to be grateful to- just make something up. Invent your own deity!
Works just like food- it all goes to the same place...
i JUST kind of hate myself...
Hating yourself is lame. When you hate yourself, you hate the spark
of god which lies within you... a serious error. But, not to worry- as
soon as you are sorry, you are forgiven. Be grateful! Feel the love!
I want peace of mind. I want to find god...
So reach out and take his hand already! Say hello by offering thanks
and praise! Be still and know. Right now. Close your eyes and focus with
all your powers of concentration. Say: "Thank you Father, for all these
gifts I have received in this life". Now watch the movie on the inside
of your forehead...concentrate...let the verbal thoughtforms
pass...concentrate...(Repeat) "Thank you father..."
This is all my opinion, of course. I offer it as a starting point, a
way to connect with the provider, the creator, the big I AM / What Is /
Cosmic Love Generator Thingy. If you're able to direct-dial the I Am and
simply be That, well, cool. The "Father" paradigm works for me. As does
the "Mother/Goddess" paradigm, only somewhat differently...
Feel the Love! Yeah! WooHoo! Hahahahaha! Michael
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