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Recieved: 2003/02/25 00:24
Subject: Re: [K-list] (no subject)
From: Michael A. Read

On 2003/02/25 00:24, Michael A. Read posted thus to the K-list:

...but the tangiable
experience of GOdliness isnt ever felt. I also feel
real dead inside. I feel like i havent made any
spiritual progress in all my 23 years of life. I dont
know what im living for. i am a very creative person,
OR SO I THINK. but im in a career that i draining me.
I want to get away but i cant.

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The empty feelings you are experiencing are often referred to as the 'Dark
Night of the Soul' experience. And it is not the most pleasant aspect of a
human's growth. Life can be seen as ultimately so meaningless and there
seems like no real answer to it.

I've been there, sheesh that place was no fun - hoo! What a deep dark
depression and gloomy misery. Seems like the universe was trying to make me
cry - on purpose. Felt good when I did.

Hey, maybe you are a creative person. You're sure a deeply feeling person.
You can probably find something you like to do. India is a big country, a
person might be able to look around for an opportunity or two.

As for that teaching about celebacy as a requirement for seeing God...well,
sex and celebacy have something in common, both sould be practiced in
moderation. Sex can become so addictive that all the love and satisfaction
go right out of the act. Celebacy can turn into a mind set that sees the
opposite sex (usually it's women) as something less than fully human.

You'll find the balance, I'm sure. Why? Well, because that god you looking
for is all around.
It looks just like ordinary people and things.

be well,

michael


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