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Recieved: 2003/02/12 00:36
Subject: Re: [k-list] Let's talk K, Hillary
From: Druout
On 2003/02/12 00:36, Druout posted thus to the K-list:
In a message dated 2/11/2003 1:44:41 PM Pacific Standard Time, Dean.Robbins AT_NOSPAM btinternet.com writes:
>On one occasion, I was lying on my bed, and a voice forewarned me of a Kundalini experience I was about to have without me knowing what was about to happen.
Dear Dean, List,
This forewarning I find very interesting! :)) The experience of receiving a message ahead of time seems to happen fairly frequently--in various forms. I was once told, "now I will give you a taste of the bigger picture." I wonder if is remotely connected to the déjà vu phenomena.
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>A part of me wanted to merge with it, but a part of me was also apprehensive. It was my apprehension which brought me out of it and back to my physical senses. I'd never experienced anything like it before. The whole experience left me in a state of awe for several days.
:)) Awe inspiring indeed! Wonderful! Fear often holds us back--we are reluctant to exchange the known for the unknown. :)) Surrender, entering the energy, would have likely sent you into Samadhi. Or perhaps on an astral trip since you seem to be inclined that way. My experiences have been a good deal more prosaic, but none the less impossible to fully describe.
>Sometimes I will focus onto one of these dream images and project myself into it. I am uncertain as to whether this is an astral experience or a lucid dream. Whatever it is, these experiences can, for most of the time be amazing, extraordinary, beautiful, wonderful and awe-inspiring to say the least. I am deeply grateful to God/dess for having them
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And I suspect Gratitude is one of the prerequisites necessary for them to continue! :))
>Likewise, I have been meditating on and off for 15 years. It is only in the last 5 years that I have taken to the spiritual path and meditation seriously.
Well, actually, I have never meditated. Hatha yoga seemed, in part, to have set me off.
>For me, the main trigger or catalyst to the K-awakening came when my mother passed away three years ago. For two weeks after her death, I was deeply traumatised and could not sleep properly.
I'm very sorry for your loss. Trauma is certainly one of the main triggers--especially when it is combined with another "Eastern" practice..
Then one night, after two weeks, as I was lying in bed "trying" to sleep, my body
>became paralysed and my mind began to succumb to sleep, but as a drifted off, I found myself being sucked into some kind of energy vortex or whirlpool, and that's when it happened... Whoosh! I had a full blown out of body experience. Since then, these experiences have continued with frequency. Most triggers of K today, tend to happen usually when I meditate or my mind is awake while my body and senses are asleep.
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>Hope that's enough information for now.
Many thanks for sharing! :)) Again it's interesting that paralysis is often such a major part of these experiences! You are fortunate that fear didn't overwhelm you.
PS, please make sure private mail from list members stays off list. I don't usually mind as it can facilitate the sharing of experiences, but many people do care to keep their mail sent off-list private.
Love, Hillary
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