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From: "SAC" <lioness_bleu AT_NOSPAM kundalini-gateway.org>
To: k-list AT_NOSPAM kundalini-gateway.org
Subject: In the end...
Date: Mon, 10 Feb 2003 21:10:19 -0500
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One Man Alone writes:
>Hi, One Man Alone here. I mentioned before that I don't fear death anymore, this is still true, but what happens AFTER death is what I'm thinking about.
Hello,
Susan here, list moderator, divine goddess and the bleu Lioness.
Some might say we are dead already, it is kundalini that awakens us in the new birth.
>I can't think of anything anymore BUT what happens after I kick the bucket.
Thinking about the future in that context is about as helpful as living in the past. Who are you, what are you now?
>Right now in this life, I'm not really doing much, I'm trying to be an author, I'm writing and thinking. The problem is whatever I do to get though doesn't matter. I could end up writing a million be
It is true nothing really matters until you yourself create meaning. In the play of eternity anything good or bad that happened to us doesn't matter.
>But I actually feel like I WILL do something terribly important and it's pissing me off that I just have to wait around to find out what or even IF.
Important in what way? Important to who? And if you are waiting around to find your purpose and have it revealed to you...maybe your purpose is to wait, sit, and let the Universe deliver to you. The funny thing is the Universe delivers to us exactly what we tell it too. If we are oblique and fuzzy about who we are the feedback we receive from the All That Is will be oblique and fuzzy.
>Besides that, what about AFTER I die? Does God have an eternal purpose planned for everyone? I know we have Heaven waiting for us to live in peace for eternity, but that would get boring after a coup
This can only be answered by whichever spirtual system you subscribe to. If your spiritual system is not giving you the answers like you feel there are (otherwise why would we ask?) maybe it is time to cast about for another path to follow.
Me? I prefer to be in silence and watch the world in amusement and wonder and lick peanut butter off a spoon.
>Knowing that the story never ends is kind of scary. Not that I don't want to exist, but rather...(this is where I just wasn't sure). I mean, is it like what Green Goblin says in the (long time fan)Sp
You may feel like you are the only person who has this problem. Nope. This questioning of self and your values are signs of kundalini movement.
and yeah, you are just another guy, just like I am any other woman. We are worthless bags of chemicals (actually worth a lot on the transplant market) sucking up air on the sofa. Kinda makes the ego go "ouch!", doesn't it?
>Dammit. What I'm hoping is that Kundalini will eventually lead me to a real reason to live. I hoping that I will get a reason to live which will be for like another 80 friggin' years. So, am I just r
Kundalini will lead you places that is for sure. Each path is individual.
Sign - One Man Alone
>I will, or I shall die trying...
We all die whether we try or not.
The death of the will can be a good thing, a transitory cycle for us to experience.
Try relaxing into surrender and letting kundalini have her way with you.
Namaste,
Susan
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