To: K-list
Recieved: 2003/02/10 19:06
Subject: Re: [k-list] In the end...
From: jlb
On 2003/02/10 19:06, jlb posted thus to the K-list:
>From: One Man Alone
>
>Dammit. What I'm hoping is that Kundalini will eventually lead me to a real reason to live. I hoping that I will get a reason to live which will be for like another 80 friggin' years. So, am I just ranting or is this bothering other people? I mean I'm not exactly 110% normal. I have a few problems. But do I have a point?
>
You do have a point.. I can relate! So I'll preach to myself here.
Which one of these things motivates you?
Greed
Sex
Power
Fear
Love
Pick one dude ! And Go For it !! Reasons make the difference in results.
From this.. it sounds like yours is just FEAR.. of what? Dying .. or Living.
"dammed if you do and damned if you don't"
It's not fair.. for us to go fuck up our life..(blame God) and then expect Kundalini, or anything else that is metaphorical, or metaphysical, to miraculously fix it.
Living is hard work!
Blond Instructions for staying alive:
"Breath in.. Breath out" "Breath in.... Breath out"
Relationships are hard work. Even giving up and dying can be hard and painful.
... and damn.. it even takes a lot of money to be poor and broke. They just add penalties and fees for it.
Kundalini to me is kind of like a spiritual/sensual path.. and from what I've read here from other people who seem to understand better than i do, it seems to me.. to force you whether you like it or not, to let go. Kundalini can't give you a reason for living, any more that it can give you a reason for dying. Or Vegetating.
There is a very very fine line between spirituality and sensuality.. I call it the "razors edge" and living there.. right on that razors edge.. is the thing that will give your life the meaning that we all are searching for. Too far either way.. and you will pay through the snozz... and if you get to wide off the edge.. you just become another pious pervert.
I recommend you read Man's Search for Meaning.. by Victor Frankel. I could be mistaken.. but I think he is the one who invented the term "ego" (If not he gave it definition) As an argument to some of Freud's unadulterated bullshit about human/animalistic basic instincts.
"Fight on Men"
~~jlb~~
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