To: K-list
Recieved: 2003/02/10 16:15
Subject: Re: [k-list] In the end...
From: Herma
On 2003/02/10 16:15, Herma posted thus to the K-list:
On Monday, February 10, 2003 2:03 PM One Man Alone wrote:
Subject: [k-list] In the end...
> I want my life to mean something >
Hello O.M.A.
I can understand your feelings. I have CFS and a lot of physical problems
from Kundalini, so that also made me think: 'what am I supposed to do? I
must do something important to give a meaning to my life! And what if I stay
tired? I want to become a healer at least and what if that does not happen?'
It really made me feel desperate for some time. I found out that for me it
also had to do with the Christian idea of 'being there for others'.
When my K- awoke my heart totally opened. I felt 'home'. No thoughts, just
Being and Connection with everyone and everything. I know now that that
was the 'real' me.
I lost that state of consciousness after a while, but it made me aware of
the fact that life is not about 'doing impressive things' in order to give
it a meaning, but about making that connection again with my inner heart.
There is so much love and life there! It is a state of being and being in
every moment is not boring at all.
That's the difference between the search for satisfaction by 'doing' things
and already been satisfied by Being in the heart.. Then it doesn't matter
what I do, because every action is an expression of love...
Still on my way home,
love,
Herma
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