To: K-list
Recieved: 2003/02/10 13:39
Subject: [k-list] ugly rant Re: [k-list] Loving Goodbye: Off Topic
From: Sylvia
On 2003/02/10 13:39, Sylvia posted thus to the K-list:
on 10/02/03 11:20 AM, Acara at atthepeacock AT_NOSPAM yahoo.com wrote:
> don't let it hit you in the ass
> on the way out.
this is not a pre-emptive strike.
> The decision to
> leave the group is based on several things, mainly a
> realization that the group is moving in a different
> direction than what I wish to pursue.
not malleable enough ?
>
> I wish to pursue Energy
> Transferal and the experiences involved,
no kidding
>
> There is a central paranoia here, which is critical of
> many. I have not judged you or any on the list-- ever.
simply untrue Acara - see your offlist post to me.
Your attempt to project pain and suffering onto me was judgement.
You ignored my response and then simply sought others to feed on who would
play designated victim to your hero 'saviour from the big bad world' game.
truth or dare Acara...
> that is what exchange between
> equals is, at least so is my experience.
your attempted projection on me was from a far from equal perspective
>
> Also, I was unaware I needed "help.
quite.
did you not wonder why your energies provoked such reactions? hmmm ?
> two other lists.
> Those people never thought I was pretending to be
> "high and mighty" or looking down on them.
maybe Klisters have a stronger nose for detecting BS
> If I ever
> judged you, it was to believe you were very special.
not good enough! What you saw was through eyes that did not see me.
through the lens of... ?
> When I'd
> open some of the letters, I felt such a warm glow from
> the energy of that person.
yes... truly wonderful...
your energies in response however were largely not
> Rather than
> pursue it and flaunt my own ego, I'd rather retire
> from the fray.
re-read that listening.... I'm doing it too right now in case you hadn't
noticed... (but not retiring)
>I realized it was not a pursuit of kundalini
> and history I was looking to connect with, but those
> walking the same direction I wish to go.
yep... especially those whose pain your ego can feed on....
> Sylvia, these eyes... The path I walk is the path I
> see.
exactly...
yes.. I am reflecting ugliness and from judgement - since you asked me to
so very loudly.
is it yours? is it mine? what I see in thee and thee in me?
gotta finish on a trite jarring note too ;)
:)
Sylvia
(yep all this from one little off list sending - why?)
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