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Recieved: 2003/02/09 03:18
Subject: [k-list] what it feels like
From: Shellelr

On 2003/02/09 03:18, Shellelr posted thus to the K-list:

In a message dated 2/8/2003 6:51:57 PM Eastern Standard Time, k-list-digest-help AT_NOSPAM kundalini-gateway.org writes:


>And yet, the very way in which these generally acceptable
>and run-of-the-mill platitudes are used to beat people over
>the head for their minor indiscretions causes me pause. It's
>almost as though some blame these lame attempts at humor for
>ruining their the quality of their lives, and somehow totally discombobulating their chances for professional advancement
>in their chosen field of endeavor, by the time and effort it
>takes to put these horrid little creatures in their place.
>
>Others seem to jump at the chance of volunteering their
>services to make mockery of such offendees in such a way to
>make them crawl on their knees to have an opportunity to
>right their supposed wrongs.


Wow. As the Chief Horrid Little Creature/Offendee, I have to thank you, Felix, for apparently understanding what the past couple of days on the list have felt like to me. The guideline poll has contributed a lot to the bad feeling of having people talk a great deal about my transgression in front of me as though I am a hideous problem for the list, rather than the thoughtful and caring person/list member that I am. It has been a bit heavy. But one kind person wrote to me off-list with loving support and encouragement, and that really helped.

You have a beautifully exacting way with words, Felix, but I don't think anyone here has bad intentions. People just get zealous, sometimes. And it feels great not to be the Transgressor. But it is good to know that someone else seems to have felt the punishing vibe I've been feeling.

Shelle

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