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Recieved: 2003/02/08 23:52
Subject: Re: [k-list] clarify and picking nits.
From: Acara
On 2003/02/08 23:52, Acara posted thus to the K-list:
Hety Wrote: No, I don't think it's unfounded. I get
the same feeling from you. Honestly. It's like
you're above us all. I was thinking some of the same
things yesterday that Mystress posted today.
apologizera: I appologize to you and the rest of the
list if I gave this impression. I felt when the
invitation "to a free exchange of ideas" was invited
that is what it meant: That we would exchange ideas,
knowing all of us are on a path, created stone by
stone from our experiences. That we are all equal and
that none of us should be "humbled" to engage in that
exchange.
I've never run into that before, truly. On a list
that is kundalini active, I assumed energy from me and
intent would be felt. Guess it was-- for it seems all
are in agreement, I'm out of place on the list.
Perhaps if I told the list something about what I do
and where I'm coming from, it might have helped. I'd
like to do that now. I own a bar/casino in Nevada.
I've spent many years ministering here to those that
need it and come to me for help. Many healers have
taken to the streets in a similar manner. Jesus took
his message to the streets and ale house of his day.
His message was taken where needed and he promised we
would do this and more. People just come to me--led by
spirit.
People come off the freeway and approach me for my
aid and abilities as a healer and an attuner. I've
even gotten up in the middle of the night and come
here, not knowing who would approach me. I let spirit
led me. After the pointed, almost cruel attacks to my
posts, I left my "hero -healing" on the back burner
and tried to exchange ideas with the group.
Abundance: No, I do not have clients, Mysteress, I
have seekers for what is given me. I have been given
the means to give my suncomfortableout charge. I would
be very uncomforable with clients. I am just someone
possessing the gift of Love and willing to reach out
and touch another human being-- free, as it was given
to me. My abundance is full. Love is not a gift
given that does not return. So yes, I've gained. Not
a grand houscom templatedar tree to lean against
whileFatigueemplate kundalini.
Subject of Fatique: I could have written a volume on
fajudgmenthe day you and Mysteress made your judgement
of me and where I am on my path, I worked 22 hours.
During that time, an old man who had just lost his son
came in and asked if I could do for him what my sister
did--channel him energy. He was with a young woman
and a man. The man Rob said, could you do that for
me? I thought I was having a stroke last night.
Then, before that was done, the girl asked if I could
show her how to do it and help her back from hurting.
Earlier, two others were there: A twenty two year
old girl who was diagnosis edused and abandoned. A
young man diagnosised with cancer. The hours and days
go on and on...all experiences of being a channel for
spirit. so it goes....
I use the energy to channel away the fatigue and
keep going. Two days before that I worked 24 leadss.
I'm 54 years old and hopeful spirit leds me to the
sale of this business, which is financially in
trouble. The odd thing is I keep the business going
against odds. Do I think I was "meant" by spirit to be
here? Yes. And when I am not meant to be here, I will
be led to that path.
Subject of Surrender: An easy life is one thing.
Thisurrenderver been easy. I've learned much about
urrender here and respect for another's path and
spirit. Drugs are rampant and I've tried to clear the
yuck from around many throat, third eye chakras-= to
help with meth addictions. Alcohol is another one.
Paradox: yes. You figure it out. I never have.
Except these folks tend not to go to church, nor would
they tend to seek help from their addiction in regular
channels. Many can't afford to seek help.
You think I think I'm high and mighty? I've cleaned
crap from a spare bed, drool and snot off noses and
held them while they cried because they lost their
children. Then, I cleaned the bathroom. High and
mighty...okay. But I am still here. Do I
gruabilityometimes.
Topic of Spiritually: I see kundalini and the abiltiy
to channel the energy as a gift of Love from the
Divine. When I channel I always ask that my ego be
put aside and that the healing bring the person to
awareness and belief in the Divine within them.
Kundalini and Religion: Prana...kundalini...Ra
energy... It is all one in the same. However, to be
expected and rather ordered to surrender to Goddess
with the assumptireceivedadvice was needed???? That I
need that advise because I haven't recieved full
kundalini benefits, did make me laugh. Those who have
succeeded in connecting to the Diencompassingrealize
religions are Forms.philosophyine Will is loving and
all emcompassing--beyond a gender form or a philosphy.
Passing into that gap, there is no longer need to
judge another's path. Knowledge is given: All paths
are one Path.
Computers: I've only been online about eight months.
I joined the list as a seeker, to share and learn.
Also, I'm feeling urges to connect through energy with
other healers. With energy there is no such place as
far away. Cyber healing and exchange has many facets
to explore. I'm hoping spirit is leading me there.
Past Incarnations: For the record Mysteress, past
incarnations hold energy blocks for many.
Mysteress: Ascension? Irrelevant. We cannot prove it
is
> occurring, and thinking we have some important role
> to play is just ego.
Acara: And yes, I do believe awareness is increasing
on this plane. Each time I attune and demonstrate to
another their own energic abilities, I feel great
Love, as if I am a part of something happening here.
Sorry you don't. So my ego feels great when I know I
am a part of something that will continue in a
building block process.
Mysteress: Past life knowledge? You did not get that
info from a past life, you got it from your client's
> unconscious mind. I do that all the time. Thinking
> that you must have had all these past lives is self
> aggrandizement. You can draw on the collective and
> haul out any past life you want, like going fishing.
> If time and space really do not exist, then what is
> past? What is progress? Illusion. You are all that
> is, so you are all the past lives that have ever
> been... and you are nothing.
>
Past Life Knowledge: Then you also know these are
energy blocks that impede flow of kundalini. The
knowledge of what to tell him...as I said, I do not
have clients...came from him, yes. The other came
from a past incarnation. This was a pointed, snotty
opinion. You are great at making pronouncement on
another's ignorance.
Mysteress: > Suicide? I have compassion for your
situation, I
> really do. I have walked in your shoes... No you
have not walked in my shoes. And compassion is
something marginal for you. This was not my
situation. It was the situation of a young mother who
was boarding on a nervous breakdown, who used to work
for me and who had been coming to talk with me about
her problems.
.
Mysteress: > I know it is no fun to want to be a
hero healer....wave a magic wand
> and instead be helpless and unable to fix or
> control... but that is what surrender is for.
> Surrender, be humble, and let the heart speak
> through you.
Acara: Hero- Healer. No it is not fun. Sometimes we
feel we failed and we are reminded to surrender to
that.
>
Mysteress: If youaccessedd some nits in this post,
feel free
> to pick them!
Acara: A few. I've never been accussed of being an
energy vampire, as you report you have. You are
threatened by ideas that do not fit under your
comfortable cedar tree, Little Mystress. You are
great with language and can turn any post with your
wiles...isuicideg making your new home and cedar tree
a legitimate topic of kundalini, while posting that
the of the succide of a young man and the spirituality
issues involved is not a proper subject.
This my last post, of course. I have to get ready to
be a hero healer. I leave you to your pronouncements
of what the meaning and importance of kundalini is,
Mystress....thought of writing Mystre ass...Nah.
Won't.
For those who have made it though the bile to this
point, I set a list up with yahoo to explore ideas
freely and as equals, not humbled servants...
Group name: EnergyTransferal
Group home page:
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/EnergyTransferal
Group email address: EnergyTransferal AT_NOSPAM yahoogroups.com
I will send invitations out tomorrow.
May all of you walk your path with Grace
Blessings, Acara
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