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Recieved: 2003/02/05 21:12
Subject: [k-list] to Lori: fatigue
From: Shellelr
On 2003/02/05 21:12, Shellelr posted thus to the K-list:
In a message dated 2/4/2003 7:41:21 PM Eastern Standard Time, k-list-digest-help AT_NOSPAM kundalini-gateway.org writes:
>It is my observation, that chronic fatigue is related to K. forcing
>people to make time, by making them unable to do much else.
>
>This is something I used to fight until quite recently. Instead of
>surrendering to the feelings of fatigue, I used to feel confused and angry
>about the fact that I didn't have energy like other people seemed to have.
>I branded myself as 'lazy' and tried all sorts of things to overcome it.
>
>This weekend, I spent my days at home alone, in bed. On Saturday I fought
>the exhaustion until I decided it wasn't worth fighting any longer (about
>two in the afternoon). I lay down and experienced the most amazing flow of
>K energy that flooded my body and consciousness for over an hour, after
>which I napped for a couple of hours. The experience was repeated on
>Sunday. Suddenly I saw it as a gift - the expansion of consciousness was
>literally mind-blowing, and it left me feeling regenerated.
>
>
Lori, this is exactly what happens to me. It usually totally recharges me, and it is as if the fatigue had happened to "force" me to lie down and experience these energies. They are usually blissful, but there are times, too, when they are intensely somehow painful and exhausting in ways that are not exactly physical. I have a lot of what feels like heart chakra activity that sometimes hurts and used to scare me, but I saw a cardiologist, and seem to be in perfect heart health. I also have a sensation of intense energy in my sinuses, like vacuuming going on in there. It really opens things up!
Shelle
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