To: K-list
Recieved: 2003/02/03 03:13
Subject: Re: [k-list] what up with me
From: mundane zen
On 2003/02/03 03:13, mundane zen posted thus to the K-list:
Gregor,
I offer you these comments as an independent insight, not as criticism, and
I hope you'll take them in that spirit. What I see as your main problem is
ego attachment. It's the same thing I see when reading Gopi Krishna's
books, and the same thing that caused me so much trauma when I was younger.
I don't have any magic silver bullet to offer you, only to let it go,
surrender, practice. Maybe it just takes time.
Here are some statistics from your post to illustrate the point:
Number of paragraphs: 2
Number of sentences: 9
Number of self-references (I, me, my): 16
Number of refereces to others (you, them, etc.): 0
May you quickly get thru these trials and attain the oneness of spirit.
ken
>My spontaneous asanas started again last night. Lots of automatic yoga
>postures. But the energy come into my head and out of my 3rd eye instead of
>my crown chakra. ALso there is a blockage in my sushumna between the
>shoulder blades. In addition after the auto-asanas I felt a huge amount of
>sexual energy passing through me. And a lot os fear coming out of my heart
>chakra, very scared.
>
>I feel such a strong desire to commit to a school of Yoga but when ever I
>try I seem to upset mt kundalini. I just would like the reassurance of
>being part of some school so things are easier when they get tough. I feel
>a strong attraction to Kriya yoga but I did the asanas for the school and
>my K went wild.
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