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Recieved: 2003/01/27 00:31
Subject: [k-list] my dad
From: Shellelr
On 2003/01/27 00:31, Shellelr posted thus to the K-list:
In a message dated 1/26/2003 10:18:24 AM Eastern Standard Time, k-list-digest-help AT_NOSPAM kundalini-gateway.org writes:
>I guess I was supposed to gnow these things, but it really
>hurt me worse than all the beatings, but not as much as
>having to let my own children go to prevent the same thing
>from happening to them. They're okay. Resentful and angry
>because I wasn't there for them, but pretty good people...
>or so I've heard from others. ;-)
>
>felix
>
Felix, is it too late to know your children? I ask because by age 30 I had given up on my alcoholic and neglectful and hurtful father, and then he miraculously changed. He no longer drinks and has become very spiritual and loving and frequently expresses love to me and wishes for forgiveness. He lives in another state, but emails me daily. This change in him has been one of the great blessings of my life and I am so grateful for the love he gives me now and over the past 10 years I have been able to mostly forgive his mistakes and the pain of my childhood.
For what it may be worth to you, with love,
Shelle
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