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Recieved: 2003/01/18 01:00
Subject: Re: [k-list] More Dreams
From: Charles Portugal

On 2003/01/18 01:00, Charles Portugal posted thus to the K-list:

> Someone had attacked me and I had to shoot them in self-defense. Now the police are coming for me and I have no way to prove that I was acting in self-defense. I know I can't escape and I will be convicted of murder.

> The feeling is one of complete futility. There is also a feeling of deep regret. I am terrified and feel totally powerless.

The energy of your dream is an honest reflection of the energy you feel when faced with a certain situation in your life. I would guess that this subconscious fear relates to an event that occurred some years ago before these dreams started. It could well have been something that to an outsider would seem particularly trivial but to you was a big deal because it made an imprint on your sub conscious at that time in your life. The dreams wont cease until you resolve this issue. It could fopr example have been somethng like a kid at school was bullying you a bit but no one else knew about it, he pushed you too far one day and you sought retribution. The teachers or principal was called in and you feared that evil would triumph over good. You knew that he deserved what he got but you were terrified that the bully would escape punishment and you would be the victim once again. Even though this is only a hypothetical suggestion I do get the feeling it is do with an a core belief you have about the bad man getting away with their crime whilst your good intentions are ignored and in fact you get punished.

I think the dreams recur at a time when that same energy is present in your life. And it is your subconscious showing you the truth about why you feel the way you do. They will only resolve when you resolve the issue.
My thoughts only.
Peace
Charles


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