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Recieved: 2003/01/17 13:02
Subject: [k-list] How to get out of astral hell (mental chaos/over-burde
From: Rich
On 2003/01/17 13:02, Rich posted thus to the K-list:
How to get out of astral hell (mental chaos/over-burdened karma).
Firstly how to get into it.
>> Take on karma that fills one up so much they have little room left
for Goddess. Become lost in karma unable to release it effectively as so
full with it.
Symptoms
>> Erratic K flow. Obsessive in thoughts. Irrational fears. Lost in past
memories. Loss of own centre and good feeling. Implacable upset, anger,
fear. Can't feel relaxed in self. Restless. Over-heating from improper
energy flow. Desire to drink lots of water. Possible Entanglement with
other people. Heavy un-confronted incident from own past.
Solution
>> The key is to get back into Goddess's stream. Where there is inner
guidance and the ability to release the whole condition.
1) Gratitude. It's a blessing in disguise. Being grateful and
appreciative takes away the resistance to the thing. You will no doubt
feel this when the thing is gone - this is a natural state when there
are no blockages or issues. If there is room to be grateful or even if
this can be imagined it will help.
When someone or something is stuck in the central channel (K's main
path) then it makes for troublesome and difficult feelings. Feeling
separated from oneself, some degree of loss of sanity and clear
judgment, confused, physically sick etc. K will try to clear it but
there is still some attachment that gets in the way. This very quickly
makes for strange energy flows and in my case severe headaches as the
thing can't be released properly.
Note: The sooner any 'astral hell' experience is dealt with the better!
The longer it goes on for, the more layers of judgments and divertive
behavior patterns will be put on top of the actual thing.
2) Surrender is still the key. Be prepared to have unconditional
gratitude for Goddess and bless Goddess to do her stuff. She is there to
help. Treat her nice. Appreciate her and she will assist in unimaginable
ways. Sometimes she will joke and fool around to get you to laugh which
helps to let go.. She is so beautiful :) She is so kind :) Be ever
grateful for being awakened to K. There is no other place better than in
the blessing arms of Shakti - Goddess.
Sometimes I ask goddess to show me how to release this. She will point
out my attachment or get me to put my attention somewhere. Sometimes to
move in a path to free up blockages.
Another way MAS taught me was to ask 'Goddess, please take all of the
stuff in me that came from ____, and give it back to ____ as you think
best.'. I've also had great success with this. Sometimes when it's a mix
of your own and someone else's stuff 'Goddess please give back to ____
what is there's and release the rest from me as you think best'.
Otherwise 'Goddess, please show me how to release this'.
If you don't feel you are determined or serious or able in the approach
to let go then it's going to require a certain amount of faith and/or
pleading / prayer to make it happen.
3) Treat everything that sticks to/in you from someone else as a sign
there is still something related and unresolved in yourself. Things
don't tend to stick when you are clear in that area yourself. This is
something else to be grateful of. It's helping for release of own stuff.
My recent experience was a heavy battering of projections and judgements
from someone to do with insecurity, jealousy and selfishness. I took on
the whole bunch.
Goddess released this. But behind it was my own incident of an
experience relating to when I felt bullied by an older kid to giving him
money. He then stole a bag of money that my grandparent had given me to
go to the amusements with. I was about 6 or 7 then. The experience had
become a major attachment for me and placed on auto-pilot with little
remembrance in normal life.
Being grateful for this experience and seeing the beauty in the other
person who stole from me was enough for my to let go of my heavy
protective attachment in this area. With that, some of my own insecurity
and no doubt some stuck judgments about his jealousy and behavior in
that time.
Remarkably as I write this a certain person I am connected with, calls
upon me to say she has lost her wallet and 10,000 baht.
Rich
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