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Recieved: 2003/01/17 01:18
Subject: [k-list] dreams lately... *note* kinda longwinded thought/dream
From: Keith Chapman
On 2003/01/17 01:18, Keith Chapman posted thus to the K-list:
Hello list,
After reading the recent dream thread I am inspired to share some
interesting dreams I've been having. (bear with me) I usually have mostly
random dreams with a few reoccuring dreams like tornadoes, or of this
lake. But never have I been dreaming in this manner.
This past week two days in a row I each remembered two dreams about
being in a physical fight with someone. The first night was family
members, first me and some other figure were beating up on my cousin whom
I don't have any hard feelings for. The next dream was with my brother.
Growing up for the longest time we did have many many physical fights, and
it was pretty much an abusive-abusive relationship, but we've been past
that for a long time now. Then the next night was one dream about beating
up an "bully" from school. The last dream was a little different. Again
set in school, but this time I had powers, like I was a mutant from X-Men.
I remember sitting, getting lectured about french class, but we were in
this huge decorated room, like a church. I started getting physical with
myself, like with my powers somehow and it upset the teacher. Well she
also had powers and called upon this eagle which flew in from an open
window from high up in the building. At first it scared me dive-bombing us
but then it came to me and I grabbed it, hugging it and feeling how soft
it's feathers were, and it was just the most touching moment. That was
about the end of that dream.
Last night and today I had emotional reactions to my dreams. Both times
I woke up crying, the first out of pure joy, the second out of lose and
wanting. The first, well I had given birth to a baby, weird thing is, I am
a guy. But she was the cutest darn thing and I just held her and rubbed
her fuzzy head untill I woke up crying.
Then today I took a nap and in my dream was living with foster parents,
but every once in a while I would see my parents and want to go with them,
but they said I couldn't. At the end I saw them again and all I wanted to
do was have dinner with them just once, but even to that they said no, so
I woke up and started crying again. I don't know why my emotions don't
usually grip me like this, but all I could think about after these dreams
when I was crying was, boy, this feels so good.
I don't know why I shared these long-winded stories of my dreams that
may or may not mean much. Sorry it did get a little long winded, but just
wanted to share. If you actually took the time to read this hogposh of
thought then thank you. And if not, *grins* thank you too.
Keith
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