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Recieved: 2003/01/13 18:21
Subject: [k-list] dream
From: daniel tal
On 2003/01/13 18:21, daniel tal posted thus to the K-list:
Have a dream I wish to share with you all. Since starting to do
transpersonal psychotherapy 3 years ago, my dreams have become a powerful
means and a form of expression for my unconscious to talk to me. I've had
some very amazing dreams.
Of late, I have felt the K rise more than in the past year. Both an exciting
and beautiful feeling and one that is a little bit apprehensive to me since
of what can come with that if I do not maintain clear mind and focus...
especially not to get lost in the "high" of it.
ON the rare dreams - that I am aware of that is - that the k rises during
the dream and during sleep always makes for exceptional states of mind.
If you wish to read, I would love comments and insight on this dream:
I was being escorted to Prison. Not a nice prison (like white collar crime
resorts or the pen) but a mean and nasty one ware I knew I could get
molested, raped and beaten.
I was not afraid. I had powers and I knew it. I was completely aware and
knew that I was an avatar doing "Gods" will. Flying through the air with my
indivisible (spirit?) escort the prison was on the edge of town and seemed
like it was high in the air on top of a mountain or pinnacle. It was box
shaped and had 4 stories of prisons (like the type you see in Shawshank
redemption or other prison movies) except that the cells faced the outside
and exposed to the elements.
I heard all the Inmates jeering me as I approached, and their was a promise
of sexual abuse, sodimization, etc...
I told them all (I could not see them) that I was here to deliver
retribution and that I would visit every single one of them and bring them
the power of divine will.
I felt powerful, strong and confident.
I was placed in a cell. Their was a fat, bald, burly man in the cell. He
wanted to have sex with me. I played a roll of letting him on, to bring him
closer, make him more passive.. Every time the man came near me and he was
very persistent, I would pinch him and leave a welt. I would throw him like
a sack of potatoes,but he would he wcontinue to advance. finally I was
pinned underneath him (he might have been naked - all I saw was hist fat
belly and chest and head).
I put my hands up in the air and felt this incredible surge and power go
though me, something felt like it was released and the man simply
disappeared.
I felt so much power running through me.
I sat and looked at the walls of the prison. They were glowing with
scintillating symbols - the symbols kept changing colors. I saw many symbols
(though I do not remember them) except two. I speak Hebrew - so the first
one I saw said "Ahni Atta" which directly translate to "I am You" this is
very significance to me, because during my awakening 8 years ago - I had a
vision and part of that was feeling this presence basically tell me - I am
you. God is me (we are all god).
I saw also on the wall - the Lion of Zion - glowing colorful and powerful.
At that point I rose, yelled out to the other inmates - they were all next.
I heard a cry of despair from them all. I went to the prison door and forced
it open with my will. It made a loud noise which got another response from
the inmates - more fear.
I stepped outside onto the ledge and there to my left was a hurricane wind
coming from this utter darkness (ominous place - my unconscious mind and
soul - speaking) blowing - I stepped of the ledge and got lifted by the
wind.
Except I was hoping to use it to take me to another cell, it carried me to
far - I saw the stream of wind and energy carry me and split off - I had a
choice to go to the right and towards a city of some sort were the wind
dissipated or to the left into the vortex of scintillating color and energy.
I really wanted to go to the right, but I forced my self to stay left and
enter the vortex, and then I awoke.
To me, everyone you meet in a dream is an aspect of myself. What does this
prison represent- repressed ideas, a bald fat man. I have no context for
understanding what a prison might mean with inmates that I wish to bring
divine "discipline" to and make them disapear (though I have some guesses
writing this right now that I am house cleaning and that kundalini will be a
part of it)
Such power in a dream I do not always feel. I woke up and felt very strong
presence around me (not uncommon since I sleep with the light on a lot).
Wanted to share and hopefull get some feedback.
peace
Daniel
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