To: K-list
Recieved: 2003/01/10 16:50
Subject: Re: [k-list] random thoughts as I unwind
From: percyval
On 2003/01/10 16:50, percyval posted thus to the K-list:
----- Original Message -----
From: <Shellelr AT_NOSPAM aol.com>
> Last month I was laid off from my job as an editor at a major publisher,
> along with 20% of my division. My first lay-off ever, and quite a shock
to
> my system.
hi folks,
glad we are here together.. thanks so much Mystress and the other
moderators...
funny that you mention layoffs, Shelle... the night the group at Yahoo shut
down, my wife came home telling me she got the news that she is being laid
off... she is in shock, and it is really affecting me, although i'm trying
to give her as much love and support as possible...
it was really a one/two punch to the solar plexus, and i am already pretty
sick from my chronic illness... and unemployment and loss of a good salary
always brings survival issues to the fore... irrational fears of losing
one's home and the security it provides...
and although i had no direct contact with the troll, i am strongly connected
to some of you who have, and i feel some of the blows empathetically... and
i haven't been able to help as much with the list's rebirth as i would have
liked to... it is fortunate that we have the strength in numbers so that
someone is always aboe to pick up the slack.. thanks so much again to those
folks who are the backbone of our community...
but all this turmoil leaves one feeling that what is important is our
friends family and other loved ones... and the faith that God-dess is taking
care of us in her own way... my wife wasn't happy in her old job, which
really was a drain on us anyway... no doubt this is another blessing in
disguise...
i guess most of you have heard the joke about the difference between a
recession and a depression... a recession is when your neighbor loses their
job... a depression is when you lose yours..
still, i feel the same sort of peacefulness and happiness of rebirth that
Mystress and others have been talking about... so i roll with the punches
and count my blessings..
on a wonderful note... i've been doing some very successful work with
chanting and mantras to break up the crystalization of my pineal gland, as
we have recently been discussing here... and after knowing about pranyama
for 30 years without trying it, i just got an inner messsage to begin using
it now... and it seems to be complimenting the chanting very well...
with both of these things, i have been getting great help from a couple of
wonderful k-list friends... thanks J and J, it's wonderful to have my
connections with you... both of these things have been wonderful new
blessings in my life...
*big smile*
anyway, this has been my ramble... and an update about what's going on with
me...
lovingly,
john percyval
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