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Recieved: 2003/01/08 15:15
Subject: Re: [K-list] karmic solstice surgery
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent

At 12:47 AM 07/01/03, Riversoma <riversoma AT_NOSPAM aol.com> wrote:
>To anyone who might be curious about where I dissapeered to

    Yes!

>I had surgery Dec 17 and everything went very well. I got home on
>the 22nd and have been healing ever since. The fact that there was a
>physical cause for my Kundalini crisis does not change for me the
>very spiritual aspect of the entire experience. There was, in fact,
>a blockage in my sushuma at the level of my heart chakra. The
>outpouring of love from my family and community was incredible and
>opened my heart at a very deep level. To say I feel reborn is an
>understatement.

    I think that is very beautiful. How amazing, the gifts that problems can bring! It must be a relief to have it resolved at last, and soothing, in a way, that the problem was actually physical. There was no failure or fault on your part, it was not something that could.. or was meant to be meditated away or surrendered internally. That would not have fulfilled the higher purpose, of you experiencing how much you are loved.

    I have been wondering what the outcome would be. So often, when someone complains of a pain or symptom on the list, I get some insight about it, but in your case it felt clear that it was not anything I could help to resolve. Felt kind of helpless, at that, but it was not for me to interfere. I am glad that your surrender included seeking medical help!

   Thanks for letting us know what happened. Blessings on your speedy recovery.

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