To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/12/30 05:01
Subject: Re: [K-list] Forgiveness
From: llewellyn
On 2002/12/30 05:01, llewellyn posted thus to the K-list:
David and all,
It is still playing out -
He is slowly coming to the realization that the world is a strange place
I can not release him -
He is a like a young kid - an older brother that has hit on hard times and
now wants to be freed
Do I play the christ avatar and forgive him for his sins - do i believe in
sin - he played his part in the scene
he was reading a part
but still does not realize that he was manipulated
I can not open my heart to those who ask for forgiveness but have not
repented
besides I am a shaman warrior and not a product of my indoctrination into
the christianity belief set.
I had a lucid dream this morning at dawn
.... a Mayflower truck it seems was trying to deliver a load of something
to my trailer,
I could see it from afar - but it was coming down Powers Rd. going 60
MPH heading for a T in the road - oblivious to the drop off at the end -
The truck crossed Wilson St and flew into the air and landed into my
field - but still it was oblivious and kept the gas pedal to the floor as it
dug into the field but still somehow made it all the way to the creek -
Mudge creek. -
But still the driver did not slow down - then floating above I could see
the cab and trailer sink into the gunk of the creek bed - and the driver
emerged from under the water -
The driver looked like a cross between that annoying Ratner woman on cable
news programs and somebody else not sure --
She walked away - not realizing that she had done anything wrong -
I looked out the window held the curtains slightly apart as vehicles showed
up to help - they opened up the back and started to take out the contents
from the trailer door that wasn/t completely under water -
It was bags of cement -
Partially wet -
She ran back and screamed - no - no that load isn't supposed to be
delivered here -
There is only one box and it is in the middle - still oblivious to what had
happened -
>>>>>>>>>>>
So my brother has been reading Ouspensky and wants my opinion..............
he gives me two books (read with notes in margins - since when do I give
away books that I thought were important to my story with annotations - i
think it is strange - we walk in snow covered woods - the woods of our
ancestors - he says he loves me - what do those words mean after
betrayal??
I tell him life is a mystery and he needs to find his own way - but that
nobody has it right and that he should try to put together the various
clues, e.g., synchronicity, DNA, with a mixture of Sitchen and that guy
who thinks that the Queen is a shapeshifing reptile -- heh throw it all in
for good measure -
- Well i am off to see how day two of the "reuniion" is going to go -- I
have planned to have the Step Hen - work in the brush patch that I need to
cut down to bulldoze the field to make a pasture to feed the horse
The black locust has thorns on the branches and is part of a "forest" that
my brother helped to pay for back when my father was alive - black locust
for fence posts - mixed with white wood (tulip tree) and black walnut - it
was a dry year and only the locust survived
Now it is 20 years later and I am clearing off the old from this family plot
and making way for the new -
---- other stories synchronicity at pizza parlor - probably will keep that
to myself
Thanks all for being out there and listening to this flow from my mind -
you are still the place where I can just pour and not be laughed at
my old signature closing (from the teeter totter days)
Peace and Balance
LLew....................
----- Original Message -----
From: <david.bozziATnospaminkblotpoetry.com>
To: <K-list >
Sent: Sunday, December 29, 2002 9:47 PM
Subject: [K-list] Forgiveness>
--- In K-list , "llewellynabelihu
> <joneslATnospamr...>" <joneslATnospamr...> wrote:
>
> > My brother showed up
> > at my door today and asked me to forgive him for having me sent to
> > mental hospital lockup at time of my k awakening in Feb of 95.
>
> Did you release him
> or lock him up
> like he locked you?
>
> David
> (just wondering)
>
>
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