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Recieved: 2002/12/29 12:05
Subject: [K-list] Forwarded Message
From: Lbra782595
On 2002/12/29 12:05, Lbra782595 posted thus to the K-list: This is a reply to an requested anonymous posting to the K-owners list. The
original author is a researcher on for computer software and had their
awakening while working on a software project.>
> >> . Anyway, I felt a strain of energy coming from the base of
>> the spine coming through the right hemisphere and ending in that right
>> bottom frontal lobe.
>
>
> Sounds like a pretty unique awakening, but with many classical symptoms.
> Are you familiar with the symbol of the caduceus--the symbol used by
> doctors? It is two snakes wrapped multiple times around a central shaft.
> This is the symbol of an energized Kundalini. The snakes represent 'Nadis'
> (these are channels for etheric energy). The one on the right flows
> downward, the one the left upward.
>
> As a rule of thumb, men tend toward the downward channel and women toward
> the upward, but it is necessary to balance these two flows. When this
> happens, the central channel, represented by the straight shaft in the
> caduceous, opens up. This is known as the "Sushumna". It is in the center
> of the spine. It is the pathway for the kundalini energy. The energy rises
> up the sushumna, energizing all the chakras (energy centers) of the body
> and then out the top of the head.
>
> What you describe--feeling the energy on one side is similar to what Gopi
> Krishna described in his awakening process. One side of his body felt
> energized while the other felt nearly lifeless. He had to learn to balance
> his energy as well. His books may make interesting reading for you.
>
> After that, a lot of unusual things started to
> >>
>> happen. Strange dreams, unusual sensations in the body, sort of
>> consciousness expansion and above all extremely vivid imagination, one I
>> never had before. There is lot's of different stuff in addition to
>> this (I don't want to put it down in one email. I can tell it to those
>> who interested.), but it's I guess enough to give you the idea what
>> happened.
>
> All of these sound like typical symptoms associated with kundalini
> awakening.
>
>
> >> After a few years everything returned more or less to normality. I still
>> have painful sensation in the base of the spine. That's why decided to
>> contact you guys, since the base of the spine matters a lot in
>> kundalini. Many of mine hormones are out of balance. I don't think that
>> sharp as I used to when I was doing PhD. There some other bothering
>> symptoms.
>
> Once kundalini is awakened, it stays awake, though it may go dormant for
> long (or short) periods of time. The energy causes physical changes in
> your body. Reconfiguring hormones is one of the usual methods. When the
> energy coming up the spine hits the pineal gland all sorts of new
> endorphins and neurotransmitters are released. It takes a while to
> adjust.
>
> >> The questions that I have are: What do you think it might have been
>> besides the obvious conclusion that I just suddenly went crazy? Is it a
>> Kundalini? Who else had similar experiences while doing scientific
>> research or studies? What studies of that has been done? What shall I do
>> to get rid of the rest of the bothering symptoms or get it under
>> control?
>
> I have never heard of anyone having a K experience while doing scientific
> research. If you visit the Kundalini-Gateway website and look under
> "polls", there is a poll done on K triggers and awakenings. However, I
> don't think it is impossible to have a K awakening the way you describe.
> Any focused, thinking practice could trigger it in my estimation.
>
> I do not think you just went crazy.
>
> The bad news is that there is no "getting it under control.'
>
> "...And think not that you can direct the course of Love, for Love, if it
> finds you worthy, directs your course."
> .......................................Kahlil Gibran, from "The Prophet"
>
> What you must learn to do is work constructively with the energy.
> Harmonize yourself with it. Surrender to the process. This will speed
> things up and leave you with less time feeling unbalanced.
>
> Here's some helpful websites:
> <A HREF="http://www.asc-alchemy.com/chakra.html">http://www.asc-alchemy.com/chakra.html</A>
>
> <A HREF="http://www.spiritweb.org/Spirit/sat-chit-anand-tantra.html">http://www.spiritweb.org/Spirit/sat-chit-anand-tantra.html</A>
>
> <A HREF="http://shalomplace.com/view/kundalini.html">http://shalomplace.com/view/kundalini.html</A>
>
> If I were to hazard a "diagnosis" (this is purely speculative, mind you--I
> don't know you at all and I could be 180 degrees off here) I would say
> that your work makes you spend a lot of time in your "mind". I think K was
> trying to tell you spend a little more time in you Heart.
>
> Love In Each Moment,
> Jason B
> Kundalini-Gateway Moderator
>
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