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Recieved: 2002/12/29 00:04
Subject: [K-list] Warm Greetings
From: Mystic Life <mystic_lifeATnospamattbi.com>


On 2002/12/29 00:04, Mystic Life <mystic_lifeATnospamattbi.com> posted thus to the K-list:

After reading through the info on this site I would say it's quite
likely that I've been experiencing a kundlini rising. I believe it
may have started over 5 years ago, and then varied in intensity (go
away for awhile). I first read about Kundilini rising in "Spirtual
Emergency" by Grof and Grof some years ago...then got caught up in so
many root chakra survival issues that I didn't have the energy for
anything else.

Things seem to be intensified lately. My father died a few months
ago (suicide) and I've also been doing some forgiveness work with my
birth mom. I rec'd some inheritance money that I would put towards
making me feel like a whole, relaxed peaceful person again.

I have felt uncharacteristically angry (or perhaps more aware of the
anger that has been there awhile).

None of my old distractions or addictions seem to work.

I've been in a great deal of physical and mental discomfort...many
days seeming like something to "get through." I think that I'm
depressed or at the very least suppressed. I've been afraid to drive
as I was having panic attacks when I was driving more regularly (I
work at home and so driving is optional).

My lower back has felt like it has a great deal of pressure...it
seems to be in the 2nd chakra area. I also get pressure in my
sinuses which feels related to anger.

I have had incredible creative spurts, able to work for long periods
of time...it's like I'm trying to distract myself from the
discomfort. I often feel angry at the people in my life for no real
reason...projecting my anger at the discomfort I'm in.

Anyhow, that's the essence of the intensely negative experiences I've
been having.

I'm writing to see what others would recommend as a way to alleviate
the physical and mental discomfort (I've experienced some
fear/paranoia which I've read others have had).

Any suggestions on how to feel better would be appreciated.

Peace,
ML

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