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Recieved: 2002/12/28 10:58
Subject: Re: [K-list] Presentation
From: Lbra782595

In a message dated 12/28/02 7:29:38 AM Central Standard Time,
pgd-karolinaliATnospamalgonet.se writes:

> Anyway, I now find myself a servant of the Goddess and her shakti. Maybe I
> got
> it through a descending process, instead of a ascending. It was not that I
> one day figure it out on my own, but instead the Goddess came to me and
> kind
> of included me in her service. So therefore I now need to learn the
> practical
> techniques, instead of using them for enlightment. Some of you might frown
> on
> someone that comes through graze and not through techinque, what do I know?
>

Hi Karolina,

Welcome to the list.

It really doesn't matter where your awareness arises from; whether from
grace, or from long years of practiced meditation or from slipping on a
bananna peel and hitting your head on the sidewalk.

If you are interested in learning techniques, there are wide variety of
practices which claim to bring on enlightenment. Heheh--sometimes it seems
to me enlightment is not a particular "knowlege" (like knowing carpentry or
auto-mechanics) but rather the willingness to accept this "knowlege" as
truth. You mentioned you have a guru, follow his guidance.

>And then I really don't feel enlightened. I am quite far from the saint type

> and don't like when people expect saintly behavior.

Saintliness is not quality we feel about ourselves because we all know our
own shortcomings. Saintliness is bestowed on us by others through their
perception of our actions, regardless of our own motivations when we took
those actions. Trying to live up to other people's expectations will only
create confusion because everyone will have a different opinion about how a
"saint" should act.

Kundalini itself will be your greatest teacher if you let it. It knows what
you need to work on to progress at the proper pace. It will never point you
in the wrong direction or give you more than you can handle, though at times
the lessons may seem unclear or even callous.

Love in each moment,
Jason B

http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/spirit/kindex.htm

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