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Recieved: 2002/12/17 13:18
Subject: [K-list] Re: Apology?
From: r1ta_metermaid <r1ta_metermaidATnospamyahoo.com>
On 2002/12/17 13:18, r1ta_metermaid <r1ta_metermaidATnospamyahoo.com> posted thus to the K-list:
Dear One Man Alone -
I wasn't one who responded to your last post, of course, but speaking
for myself, there is nothing that you need to apologize for, at least
to me. Being able to share the positive and the negative, in my
opinion, leads to real communication, real communion, and growth...
Sometimes, I find things difficult to 'hear,' - i am afterall
somewhat human. And I may react impulsively when i am hurt, but i
always come around back to the center. For me, there is just such a
solid foundation that i sense there... it is sometimes scary or
frightening in it's powerfulness...but it is a gift from Goddess, is
it not? People need to be gentle with each other, and also with
themselves (unless of course a big old kick in the ass is warranted,
but that's the sort of thing one could also trust to Goddess, right?)
So, about that self-loathing you mentioned... Would you like to talk
about that some more when it arises? Or write about it? Journaling,
poetry, posts to lists, mail to friends? Or play music about it?
Others here have had that emotion at times in the past, i am sure.
But, you are right - bliss and healing are part of it, but i think
there is much more, as you imply here... I think that sharing
everything hopes and fears, lightness and darkness, bliss and
despair, the full range of experiences opens one up in a very
necessary way... But that is just one person's opinion.
Love,
rita
--- In K-list , One Man Alone
<one_odd_strangerATnospamy...> wrote:
>
> Hi, this is One Man Alone. I've received a few e-mails regarding my
last comments on the similarities between Ki and Kundalini, and all
were negative. I was just exploring different aspects of Kundalini,
and sharing them in hopes of bringing light to something we know very
little about. Kundalini is not that simple. I have a feeling that
though we may think we know what it is in one way or another, we're
probably missing the big picture. I have a feeling there's more to it
than just bliss and healing, and having it kick our asses with our
own mind and emotions like what's been happening to me sense my first
episode of self loathing at the hands of K. Kundalini is a God given
privilege, thus we'll never understand it fully, even if
it's "mastered". So if there was some offense taken in what I said
about Ki and Kundalini, I think I kind of understand why, so I'm
sorry. But if my opinions, research, thoughts, and insight are not
welcome, fine. I'll stick to the format of talking about how good I
feel when I use it, and how bored and lonely I feel when I hold it
in. It's been a few days sense last meditation, and I feel like, for
lack of a better word, nothing.
>
>
>
> Sign - One Man Alone
>
> I will or I shall die trying
>
> P.S. Sense I started working with Kundalini, every time I talk
about my personal feelings, emotions, past events and problems, or
even speak my true thoughts in any way, I get cold, shake, and often
my pinky fingers spasm and twitch. But I just wanted you to know that
if I sounded rotten above, I'm sorry. That's just my words using my
emotions as fuel, thus if I'm mad, I'll sound rotten. So, again,
sorry for any bad vibes from this message.
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