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Recieved: 2002/12/16 16:19
Subject: [K-list] Hilary's Being Poll Re: Victoria/ET's, angels and monsters
From: Jmk
On 2002/12/16 16:19, Jmk posted thus to the K-list:
Hello all,
Thank you for asking Hilary. I'm mostly a lurker on this list and really
felt the need to respond to this poll as I don't often read about many
people having these experiences from a k perspective. As far as "beings"
or sentient energies, are they from another world if we see them here? I
don't really care at this point, just that due to k we are able to see them
and/or sometimes they allow us to see them. Another dimension, or
wavelength of the spectrum of light and sound we are lucky (some may use
another word here) to experience. There were lots of things considered
frightening and against all known and approved logic (the earth is round,
bacteria, electricity) until we attained a level of knowledge and
technology which allowed us to see this other dimension.
The beings I have seen include, most wonderfully, three beautiful little
balls of energy. Early in my k experience they were glowing balls of
light, ranging from tennis to basketball size following me around. Late
one night, going nuts from lack of sleep, fear etc... I was asking why and
what is going on when one floated up and actually tweaked me on the nose. I
felt very comforted. Sometimes upon awakening I have felt and/or seen one
or perhaps all of them rise up out of my heart chakra. One time at a loud
concert in a large crowd they were lined up in a row floating near the
ceiling. That is the furthest away I have ever seen them. Nowadays they
are not as clear, more like a round little ripple in the air, sometimes
with a splash of light. I hope I never stop seeing them and am so thankful.
They make me feel not so alone in this experience.
Here's some other "beings" seen:
- Late one night around two months ago glanced up and saw a glowing
geometric light form floating above me. It was so unexpected it took
awhile to even process seeing it.
- Early in the k experience saw little gray figures, like kids stick
drawings, running around the apartment of some wacky people I known.
- Have seen different kinds of light which I feel can be sentient.
Sometimes it has been like snow. Other times sheets of it wending through
a room. Look up in the sky and see sparkling energy.
- Sometimes see fuzzy grey balls (these don't feel "right") whipping
through my apartment.
- See loads of faces in the hypnogogic state. Initially they were just
faces going by rapidly but now they move, sometimes interact with each
other and I think age or change somehow. Also have seen religious figures
and icons. Occasionally dog faces. Once a cat.
- Often see a red and blue spiraling. Think it is the first chakra. Came
back very relaxed from a brief vacation. This time saw the spiraling and
little figures literally flying up from the spiral. Looked like the
Victorian idea of fairies, little bugs and butterflies just rising up.
- Encounters in dreams or upon waking include waking up and someone is
talking to me so insistently and directly that I think no, I must still be
asleep but I'm not.
Wish I could just enjoy the wonder of all this while it is happening. These
experiences don't scare me at first but then my "logical" mind kicks in and
I start analyzing, get frightened and just plain overwhelmed. I try for the
witness state but just don't manage to get there all the time. An
explanation would be great but I don't think we'll get that until we too
are not of this world.
Blessings,
Jennifer
http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/spirit/kindex.htm
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