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Recieved: 2002/12/12 15:55
Subject: Re: [K-list] Re: Introduction & Soul Merging
From: Alastair Greenstreet
On 2002/12/12 15:55, Alastair Greenstreet posted thus to the K-list:
Dear Rita
Thank you for such an in-depth exchange of your experiences.
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The 'merge' thing that you mentioned was what drew me to your post in
the first place... I am experiencing that so strongly for the past
month... It is nothing I actively sought... something that Goddess is
bringing into my world, or something that has been there along, but
buried. I have a sense of the soul that seems a bit like what you
describe.
<snip>
I would like to share more of the experience of "Soul" Merging/Blending with
you and all the group. Six months or so ago my whole energy system started
lighting up like a Christmas tree as I struggled with relationship issues.
During this time it seemed that the sexual and emotional chakkras were the
only ones in existance for me as you also mentioned. While igniting the
kundalini, those blocks and issues surrounding sexual & emotional relations
were well worked through energetically. The energy system has now cleared
and calmed down giving a much gentler experience of merging/blending.
How do I explain the difference between Human Personality and Soul? This is
a purely experiential description and not a spiritual or philosphical
treatese. My Soul acts and feels like a completely separate entity, with
his own personality, views, opinions and energetic signature (I'm mostly
empathic so I tend to describe people in how they feel to me, not so much
clairvoyance).
Other people in Spirit, people who have died or who I had worked with for a
long while as my Spirit Guides, who helped me with self and other healing
issues, feel different and have distinct energies, as does my Soul. The
difference is that my Soul knows everything about me, there isn't a thought
or emotion that he isn't aware of without any form of discussion between us.
The description I was given was that 'Brinda' (my Souls name in Sanskrit)
gave birth to me as a physical form and his essential Soul energy is present
to a small degree in the human body, that energy that nourishes and gives
life, animates the human being. The physical body grew up as did my
emotional, mental and spiritual bodies of the human being. Now as awareness
of my Soul is happening, Brinda and I through the Soul Merging/Blending of
our energies Soul and Human together, each of us experiences the other, he
my human life and I his spiritual life. The amount of Soul energy that is
present in my human energy field (aura) is able to increase gradually over
time, sometimes in leaps but more like a continous stretching as I do the
work (and my Soul does the work from his end as well) to develop myself
spiritually.
There is no distinction in essence yet day to day we share as good friends
or intimate lovers would share a conversation and energies, other and yet
the same. I am not yet able to fully connect and hold in the full
consciouness of my energy field, Brinda's complete energy. Even as we now
touch so gently, in the beginning stages, the energy of the Soul is so
immense that it is quite blinding. Only as I am able to develop my auric
field through meditation and the blending experience does my energetic
ability expand to allow a deeper blending experience. It is gradual with
the rhythm of expansion, consolidation and contraction of my energy field.
There is also a need to have a healthy body to accomodate the increase in
energy, a need for fitness. I do confess to being addicted to cafine and
sugar and tend to oscilate between being on and off of these drugs.
The more we blend the more fully conscious I can be of his energy at any
time of day. Typically now the deepest connection happens during the formal
meditation that I do most days and yet at any time during the day, if I
focus my mind correctly I can fully connect with Brinda. Sometimes I will
be typing away at work and I will feel Brinda reaching out to connect with
me with an accompanying energy rush. Typically my feet and fingers tingle
from the connection.
I have heard from others that usually the full integration of the human
personality with the Soul's existence only happens after death, when our
essential energy is affiliated, filtered and integrated to expand the Soul's
whole awareness. All the lessons learned during the lifetime are accepted
by the Soul so expanding them. Now during this time on Earth more and more
people are starting to experience this conscious integration between their
human personality and their Soul's exisitence while they live on Earth.
No longer is this experience limited to saints or highly developed spiritual
people, now more ordinary people are feeling their divinity while they exist
as human beings. That's a fair description to begin with together with some
theory that I feel is maybe accurate.
Love Aly :)
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